The Roberts Report

{ How it All Went Down... no pun intended }

2012-02-03T07:51:00.006-06:00

... Potty Training that is....

Things learned:

1. You shouldn't compare your own children to one another. Each child is so different!

2. Don't waste your time in potty training, if they are not ready. It only causes frustrations, tears, and HUGE messes!!!

3. The child may display SIGNS of readiness, but until it truly Clicks... then they are not ready. (refer back to #2).

You would have thought that I learned these things the first go round... But nope! For months I clearly thought Maddy was ready to be potty trained. She could recognize that her diaper was dirty and she would bring us the diaper and wipes. One time I caught her trying to change her own wet diaper. Hmmm... So we attempted, several times, to potty train our daughter. I would wake up and say, "Maddy, today is the day!" I would force her, cold turkey, to wear "Big Girl Under ware". And by the end of the night, I was cleaning up every single mess around the house and had enough! I would throw the towel in and say, "Forget it! She is not ready. That or I am not ready!" I wasn't fully convinced that she could really understand what it meant to recognize the Need to go and inform us, before it was running down her leg.

Until.... February 1st, when it finally "clicked"!

Maddy woke up with a dry diaper. She went to the bathroom on the toilet before taking a bath. I put her in panties. Not even five minutes later she was peeing on the bathroom floor, looking at me in horror, and saying, "Pot-eee". ( Oh great, another failed attempt?)

I put her back into another pair of clean panties and explained that she had to tell me BEFORE she went, so I could help her to the potty.

20 Minutes later, Emily comes running to me saying, "Mommy- Maddy was playing and stopped and told me she had to go potty and went all by herself!"

Hal·le·lujah !!!!

That called for an immediate party. We sang and danced the potty song right then and there! I also told her that if she would tell me before she goes, that I would give her a piece of candy. Thank heavens for gummy bears. They work like a charm!

Now we are at Day 3. No accidents (even with going out in public and leaving the confines of home). No wet diapers.

One excited momma and her "dry" BIG two year old!!!

Sending our Christmas Love ~ 2011 ~

2011-12-19T09:13:00.002-06:00

Looking at 2011 in recap form- this truly has become a year of FIRSTS for our family!
At the FIRST of the year- we were anxious and excited for the promising health of our littlest daughter Madison (2). She was on Propanolol since Christmas of 2009 and showing vast improvements in the shrinkage of her subglottic hemangioma. In April, she had her last OR laryngoscopy in which the doctors declared her 100% free of her vascular tumor and all medications. She is now a very active two year old, complete with tantrums, morning snuggles, and a love for Elmo and anything princess. She admires her big sister in every possible way.
Emily (4) is becoming our FIRST ballerina of the family. In the fall, she started dance class which consists of ballet, tap, and tumbling. She is thoroughly enjoying being the eldest child in the family. Learning how to read, writing sentences, earning money, and helping around the house with chores have become a common occurrence in our home. She delights in anything girly and finds a “treasure” out of anything ordinary.
Scott was the FIRST in our family to graduate from Louisiana State University Dental School in May. We are so proud of his accomplishments and looked forward to what lay ahead. A few months later he became the proud owner of his FIRST dental practice in Longview, TX. Our first business adventures quickly consumed us and we are now pleased with the decisions and success of Forest Square Dental. When Scott is not working on the business stuff, then he is often found working on home improvement projects or serving with the Young Men as President.
After a long battle, we were thrilled to finally be able to purchase our FIRST home in Longview, TX in August. We are really enjoying home ownership. Playing in our 2.2 acre backyard and cleaning 3300 sq. feet has truly given us reason to count our blessings! This will also be the FIRST home that we welcome our third child.
Aimee just completed her FIRST trimester carrying the soon-to-be newest Roberts baby. She looks forward to having a little one to rock to sleep. However, the demands of two very entertaining little girls keep her on her toes.
We loved living in New Orleans for so many years. All of the memories of family, friends, callings, and attractions will always hold a tender spot in our hearts. However, we were excited to plant some roots in the great state of Texas. (It has been an easier transition than expected- thanks to the availability of authentic Cajun seasonings, seafood, and some of the best snowballs around!)
May you find your Christmas filled with love, laughter, and the spirit of remembrance of that FIRST Christmas night of the birth of our Savior. May your New Year be one of health and happiness. From our family to yours-
Love
Scott, Aimee, Emily, and Madison Roberts

Out-takes

2011-12-03T09:04:00.000-06:00

Roberts Family Pictures 2011

Location: Driveway

Date: Behind schedule-- thank you Mr. Weatherman

Subject: Two monkeys:

1- Monkey See
2- Monkey Do

{ Holiday Baking Begins! }

2011-11-17T14:22:00.006-06:00

Some people just skip over and practically ignore the Thanksgiving season, in preparation for Christmas..... well not at our house. Each year we have come up with a few traditions and some have stuck. Holiday baking and treat giving isn't just a Christmas tradition!

We counted our cups of flour, over estimated the amount of eggs, quadrupled the amount of pumpkin, and forgot the sugar. By the time it was all said and done (with several trips to the store later and one disaster zone of a kitchen)- we turned up with nearly 20 full loaves of chocolate chip pumpkin bread for friends, family, and neighbors. Nothing says holiday time more than your oven baking delicious treats for two straight days, the hum of the Kitchenaid, and flour coated "helpers". We truly are grateful for wonderful friends and family. We even spread the joy into the dental office! Who wouldn't want to go to the dentist and have the receptionist ask you if you wanted a pilgrim hat cookie while you wait!

Happy Thanksgiving!

{ Prima Ballerina }

2011-10-13T20:52:00.003-05:00

Ever since she was a baby, Emily has loved to dance in our arms to the stero music, barefoot on the living room floor. Now that we are in a house, she can turn on the music herself, and dance in the "Dancing room" till her little heart is content. For so long, Emily has begged to take dancing classes.... to one day become a little Ballerina.

This year, her dream came true.

And thus it begins....

After some recommendations and phone calls one morning, we headed to the dance studio to watch a class being held. Immediatly, they pulled Emily into the class and let her participate. Her face was all aglow! After the class had ended, she rushed to me and said, "Mom... I List-ened!" I asked her if this was the activity of the year that she wanted to do. She said, "It's nice. I want to take dance classes like that." I signed her up for the year. We are now BOTH commited. Dance classes are held every Monday morning and consist of tap, ballet, and tumbling. I explained to her that at the end of the year there will be a recital where all the classmates will wear a costume and dance on the stage for all the moms and dads to see. She is sceptical about any aspect of a recital. So we will play that one by ear. The last thing I want is to force her to participate and me feel like a "Toddlers and Tiaras" mom.

I am really excited for her to learn dance. She is an exceptionally smart little girl that excels at anything, if it is of interest to her. She is is not in school this year, I am eager for her to learn coordination, following directions from a teacher, peer interaction, exercise, ect... She is excited to tap around to "Three Little Monkeys" and learn pirouettes. Maddy, on the other hand, already wants to be like her big sister and all the other four year olds and participate herself! She even gets in line after class to get a sticker from the teacher. Unfortunately- her anticipation will have to last a couple more years.

How it all went down... (sorry it's a long one!)

2011-09-25T16:49:00.005-05:00

I wish that I could say that our first house hunting adventures were like a pleasant dream, but the process was more a like a nightmare. This is how it all went down.....

We started the house hunting in Longview back in March of this year. Whenever we would travel to Dallas to see family, we set up appointments to look at houses in the area. Being a property virgin I had no idea the "unspoken rules" of realestate and the "proper" protocall for the ways things should have been. I simply went on Realtor.com and requested several appointments for houses with all the different realtors. Well... after our first visit with a realtor, I quickly learned that I had an ultimatum as to which realor that I should chose. (Come to find out that with MLS numbers... all the realtors can get into the houses, not just the ones who list that particular house. Who knew?) So we stuck with the first realtor that I met in my life and went along on the journey. We planned marathan trips! Each visit we drug our family into town and toured at least 10 homes per day. Overall I think that we looked at over 50 homes! We branched our search to three different wards, but really had our hearts set on one particular ward. Our price range changed a couple of times and so did our expectations. The emotional roller coaster went up and down with every house on every visit! We finially found a house that might "do" for a couple of years. We felt good about it. So we put down our first offer in May. We low balled the offer- hopeing that the seller would counter offer to a competive comp price. However- they were not interested in selling that badly and didn't even entertation our offer. Back to square one. ( All the mean time we were then commuting into Longview from Dallas, living at Scott's parents and struggling to get the business to close any day!)

Out of shear desperation Scott and we drove one late Saturday night praying to find ANYTHING that would get us into the ward and house that we wanted. Our realtor was out of town and it was almost 9'oclock went we passed a particular "FOR SALE BY OWNER". It was in a lovely neighborhood, lit up at night, and practically calling our name. We got more info that evening and toured the house about 45 mintues later. We both fell in love with the house (which was quite strange that we could even both agree on a house, let a lone love it!). The house was 3300 sq. feet, 2.2 acreas, and over 50 years old. It was a charmer! Monday morning we made an offer and they accepted!!!! Monday afternoon I called the realtor and told her about our advertures and findings over the weekend. She blew up at me! She was not happy with our efforts of thankfulness, and still wanted her 3.5% of a deal she had nothing to do with. We always had mixed emotions about realtors, however, the experience with her topped the cake! Already having an enemy in town wasn't what we had dreamed of! However, we proceeded with the deal to buy the -nearly- house of our dreams.

Come to find out that getting approved for the house loan was next to impossible. We scoured the market for months to find anyone that would lend us the money for a house (after purchasing a building, a dental practice, and having several student loans). Insert... REGIONS Bank.....

They gave us a pre-approvial letter from the beginning and high hopes all along that this deal would go through. Even up until closing we were told that they could work with us. I packed up our belongings and the girls and drove into Longview for a closing that should have taken place on July 13th. By July 14th REGIONS had the audacity to tell us that we were denied and that they were unable to give us a loan for reasons that were supossedly approved prior to the whole process. We were instantly back at square one! We were living out of a different hotel rooms each night, Scott had already began working at the practice, and we were officailly homeless.

We scambled to find any local bank that would give us a chance. Or we had the option of accepting "Owner Financing" at 7.5% interest rate for 15 years!!! Gasp! Thankfully we found a bank that could give us a much more reasonable loan. However, it is a three year ballon. We took it! Since we were hotel hopping until the 2nd closing date, the owner allowed us to move in and rent the house week and a half earlier. If by some chance we couldn't close, we would have had to move out. We went to a family reunion in Colorado right after moving in, and officially closed on OUR NEW_TO_US home on Aug. 1st!

"House Hunters" used to be my absolute favorite show! They made it look so easy! But I have learned that they don't capture the drama, emotional roller coaster, unspoken realtor rules, bank hassles, and other countless houses not aired. I would have nearly given anything to be on the show if it were that easy. It is all said and done now. I don't watch the show anymore. I am no longer in the market to buy a home. Every box is unpacked and the walls are starting to be painted. Slowly- we are making it our own, and loving every bit of it!

A Beautiful Mess...

2011-08-29T21:53:00.002-05:00

Aug. 29th, 2011

* Rediscovered love of sidewalk chalk * Fingers covered in orange Cheeto crumbs * Pudgy little feet too short to reach the tricycles peddles * Anxiousness to show Mom stick figures of the family * Blue chalk body art * Barefeet * Cool sweet raindrops *Unruly whispy hair * Blue mouths from freezer pops * Sagging pigtails * Two giggly girls *

{ A Doctorate of Dental Surgeries }

2011-06-25T14:55:00.006-05:00

Growing up- my dad would also tell me "You need to marry a doctor!" I can't remember what contexts those words were spoken. But at least at listened to him in one thing. I married a doctor. Hmm Hmmm. Let me clear my throat and clarify.

A Doctorate of Dental Surgeries
Dads, Moms, kids and wife are all proud of the newest, and only, Dentist in the Roberts' family!

Doctor Scott C. Roberts

Four years of Dental School encompassed hard exams, BOARDS, interesting patients, bones saved in the closet, collections of rotten teeth, clinicals, accolades, difficult teachers, tremendous amounts of debt, politics, lab projects, golden tickets, long commutes, TGIF's, cubicles, laughing gas experimentations, and numerous lectures to name only a few. The formal Deans reception at the Balcony, the Awards Recognition with hooding ceremony, and the pomp and circumstance of graduation all lead up to one thing. NOW Scott has the diploma to show for it all! (Besides some more letters to attach to the back of his name.)

Before entering into LSU for school- a couple told us that dental school would be the hardest most challenging aspect of our marriage and family life. However- I am proud to announce that are we still happily married, with an extra diploma to hang on the wall. My appreciation for Scott's ability to master school quickly with his exquisite intellect and balance home with demanding church callings has strengthened our family spiritually, emotionally, and physically along the way. Congratulations Dr. Roberts, D.D.S.!

{ "Just Keep Swimming.. Just Keep Swimming" }

2011-05-08T23:38:00.005-05:00

Let's start off with a few ground rules... shall we ( I have to remind myself of them SEVERAL times a day)

Are we alive.... Yes.

Do we have beds to sleep in and food to eat.... Yes

Are we grateful for the generosity of numerous family members.... Yes

Is our Family together.... Yes

Are we blessed.... Yes!

However--

This is the hardest transition I have EVER had to go through!

When we were packing our house, every room was emptied, boxes were filled, and the house was a complete disaster. We were trying to wrap up so many loose ends with the business, Seminary, and a billion other things, on top of collecting boxes and wrangling two little monkeys. Did I mention there was another OR trip for Maddy's last laryngoscopy?... (More on that later!) The stresses of moving are not easy for anyone. At that point I had realized that the state of my sanity was comparable to the condition of my home. Go figure. The sadness of leaving didn't hit until we walked out of our home on Thursday, April 21st. Seeing our home of 4 years, empty, left a hole in my heart. The memories of my sweet girls playing on the floor and the parties and game nights with friends still dance in my mind and bring tears to my eyes.

We left New Orleans on Good Friday. Drove to Texas and put everything we own into storage. We continued our journey to New Mexico to stay a night with Warren and Sharleen Roberts. The following day we drove to Orangeville, Utah and stayed a night with the Morris Family. By Tuesday, April 26th, we made it to Salt Lake City. My kind cousin housed us for a few days while we celebrated the marriage of my cousin on April 30th. Her wedding day. My wedding day SIX years ago. Scott and my celebration will just have to wait. And a smoothered burrito at Cafe Rio will have to suffice.

After the wedding, we headed back to Orangeville, UT for a few days. Then back through Albuquerque, NM for a couple of days. Now we are stationed in Dallas at the in-laws till we go back to New Orleans for the graduation festivities. (Whoow... did you get all that?)

I knew that we would be living out of our suitcases for goodness knows when. I knew we would be staying at multiple places. I knew our family would be together! The plan has been carried out thus far as expected. Except for one thing. The whole female-emotional-keep it together- thing! I envisioned this time period as more or less a forced vacation from school and commitments. However- since we left our home in New Orleans- I severely long for a home of my own, structured routines, kid schedules, planning cooking a meal for my family..... Normalcy! (all in due time I guess)

We have been searching to buy a new home. I wish I could go on House Hunters. They make it look so easy. The area that we are looking in has Southern homes of my dreams. That is what I want. A southern home in Texas. But they don't come in my price range! At least four days of marathon hunting and at least 25 houses later... I still haven't found the right one. However, before we can put an offer on a home, we have to solidify business offers and draw contracts. Waiting for the brokers and all the middle men is nearly killing me. (all in due time, I guess)

Today is Mother's Day. I picked Emily up from Sunbeam class today and I got report that she excitedly told the teacher that we live out of our car! I am assuming that stemmed from comments made while we were traveling to Utah in a borrowed car and brought nothing but our suitcases of clothes and a few books for the girls. How do you explain the situation of transition to a four year old? How do I handle the transition as an adult? Hmm... I still haven't figured it out.

(all in due time, I guess)

{ A Change of Scenery }

2011-05-03T15:58:00.000-05:00

Family Pictures

Location: Albuquerque, New Mexico

Photographer: the ever so talented Mrs. Sharleen

{ Jesus is my Saviour and Redeemer }

2011-04-17T13:51:00.001-05:00

Emily's first talk EVER was given to Junior Primary on April 17th. The theme for the month and topic for the talk was "Jesus is my Savior and Redeemer". I won't normally post about all my kids talks, however, this was a particurally cute one. She came up with the words herself. We are very proud of her and in the sudtle ways she is learning about Jesus Christ.

"Jesus is my Savior and Redeemer. A Savior is somebody that saves you. An example is when a person rescues you from getting hit by a car. Jesus save me from harm. Jesus and the Holy Ghost try to say STOP in my mind so I don't get hit by a car. He especially saves me from my bad choices. When I do something wrong, I pray to Heavenly Father and ask for forgiveness. And that makes me feel good.

We can all learn about Jesus in our homes, for FHE, at church, and in our classes. It's important to learn about Jesus. I feel happy when I do. He is my Redeemer and Savior. "

{ Something Something ANNUAL Roberts Crawfish Boil }

2011-04-02T16:38:00.000-05:00

Crawfish (Craw-fish); Crawfish (Cray-fish); Crawdads: Mud bugs ect.... However you want to say it! We LOVE these little creators. More importantly... our mouths LOVE these little creatures. So come May, our mouths start watering for a Crawfish boil! Plus- all four years of living in New Orleans during school- we could pretty much count on having a Crawfish boil at Scott's grandparents' house. I am not sure how long they have been carrying on the tradition. However, we were proud beneficiaries!
Emily (the Texas-born child), was deathly afraid of the critters before they were cooked. And afterwards- only a handful were consumed. Madison on the other hand, was overly intrigued with such weird crustaceans. She wouldn't get close to them. But she loved watching our LIVE crawfish races before they met their untimely death. When it comes to eating them- I think our Southern Belle fits nicely into our family. She can hold her own when it comes to eating crawfish.

{ Strapped for Cash }

2011-03-30T21:40:00.005-05:00

Our family has been in 'student' mode since it's establishment in 2005. I've come to learn that student is usually sonomous with being broke. And in our case.. it's fairly true. However, we try not to focus on the fact that we see the red numbers and that we have the equilivelant of a home morgage- minus the home. Hmm.. But instead we carry on with our modest daily routines. March 2nd, 2011 was no different. Following, I'm sure quite lovely, lunch, Emily and I kissed Maddy away to dream land. While she took her nap- I read books to Emily. Not too long after, I was dozing away myself. I had given Emily the instruction to read books or play with her puzzles for Quiet Time. I catched up on a little R & R on the couch a few feet from her. Time passed. How long? I am not sure. But I woke up to realize that I was blocked on the couch by the coffee table, with a folded up dish towel on my lap. Huh? Emily excitedly informed me that she put the table next to the couch so I wouldn't fall off when I slept. Oh how kind! The towel was actually... a present. I opened the towel to find this sweet little hand written note and a wad of cash. Hmm.. She translated the note to read,

"Dear Aimee and Scott

You have lots of cash. I don't have any cash. Can I borrow some cash?

Love

Emily Kate"

She told me that she had gotten the cash out of my wallet. [News to me that there was any in there, seems how I usually don't carry cash. I guess when she learns how credit cards are used, I'm in trouble!]

March 2nd, 2011---

1) The day that I need to be grateful that I have money for our families needs.

2) The day that I need to stop falling asleep during Nap/Quiet time and letting my four year old take over the house.

3) The day that I need to start hiding my purse from my girls!

{ A Lullaby }

2011-03-28T09:53:00.003-05:00

(* Written by my late grandmother Renee Burton. Sung by her to my mother, then my mother to me, now me to my girls *)

{ V Heart Smooch Love Day }

2011-02-15T07:51:00.005-06:00

this might as well be a post with no pictures, 'cause the ones I have are practically terrible (thank you little point and shoot) and didn't truly capture the romance of this holiday.

We celebrated Valentines day on Saturday night downtown. Thankfully my mom took loving care of the girls. She cleaned up after dinner, bathed them and read stories before bedtime, while Scott and I left for a night on the town. We redeemed a voucher coupon that my brother gave us for Christmas at The Royal House in the French Quarter. Normally, we are not the type of couple that likes to go to the French Quarter at night. However, since our months in the Big Easy are limited, we jumped at the chance to go to a nice authentic New Orleanen restaurant.
Since the French Quarter is PACKED all the time- Valentine's weekend was no exception. We parked a mile away and walked on uneven pavement, cobblestone walkways, past boarded up homes, eclectic shops, art galleries, homeless musicians, Bourbon Street, and even Taro card readers to get our meal. (Did I mention I was in high heals?)

We were seated right away because we requested the 2nd floor balcony tables. Our table overlooked the corner of St. Louis and Royal street. We were practically the only ones out there (because not many people wanted to eat their meal outside in 50 Degree weather). That just made it even more special for us. From our view we see the Spanish/French architecture of the buildings lit up with spot lights. We were far enough from the ground that you couldn't tell all the filth on the streets or hear the conversations of the intoxicated pedestrians down below. Instead, we focused on the multiple horse drawn carriages, a wedding entourage (complete with classic Roles Royce), and the FOOD... We savored our appetizers of sauteed crab legs and crab and corn bisque. Then we had blackened redfish and Rib eye steak, both topped with lump crabment and served with garlic potatoes and fresh steamed vegetables. However, I think the best part of the meal was our 5 layer chocolate cake and Banana Fosters Cheesecake. It was a good thing we had to walk a mile back to our car! And luckily we managed to make it out of the Quarter without harm, tickets, or having our car towed before the end of the night.

On actual { V Day } the girls woke up to the house being decorated with paper hearts and crete paper. They were in awe. (I just love that simple, inexpensive touches make a huge difference for these little ones!) We enjoyed a BEAUTIFUL morning at the park for playgroup-- complete with a valentines swap, heart shaped goodies, and a mother's brunch.
We topped off the evening with a "fancy" candlite dinner of homemade spinach fettuccine with cheesy Alfredo sauce, homemade rolls, and chicken Caesar salad. Frank Sinatra accompanied us via Pandora while we sipped on our margarita glasses filled with Ginger Ale and grape juice. Emily was SOO excited for her "b-alentine" dinner that she requested everyone have spatulas tied to their chairs for decoration and that all the lights be turned off. It was also no surprised that she insisted on all the girls wearing Tutus while we danced on the floor in the kitchen.

The entertainment of the evening came via Redbox as Scott and I watched 'Letters to Juliet' while our girls snuck in snuggles and played with their toys. we exchanged our simple Valentines treats and called it a night. As I was encouraging the girls to get ready for bed, we laughed at this conversation:

Emily: "Aren't we going to do something fun for B-alentines Day?"
Mom: "This is fun Em! Can't ya tell? (Pointing around the house)"
Emily: "No! Where is the cake and ice cream?"

NOTE TO SELF: no matter how grandiose or simple the plans may be, make sure to have cake and ice cream!

Happy Valentine's Day!

[ He LoVeS me! ]

2011-02-09T08:42:00.002-06:00

- He turns on the heating blanket before I crawl into bed -

- He brings me flowers -

- He does woodworking projects for me -

- He is the handyman of the house -

- He special orders my favorite chocolate candy. ALL 36 bars of them. -

{ i'm in l.o.v.e. }

{ Over Gumdrop Mountain and through Lollipop Woods }

2011-01-31T16:39:00.014-06:00

... to the Candy Castle filled with sugar cookie lollipops, Skittles, Tootsie Pops, candy canes, marshmallow sticks, roasted peanuts, red licorice sticks, candy buttons, M&M's, and Ring Pops...all without a toothbrush in site!

The party started at a local playground. (imagine every little body gorging themselves on pure sugar within the confines of my 1,000 sq ft house? yeah, neither can I...so in order to save my house and sanity.... the park it was!) And what a beautiful day it turned out to be!

It was almost 1 o'clock and we were struggling to get everything set up and decorated before our little friends arrived. With the hustle and bustle, Maddy was left to drool over the six layered rainbow cake by herself. Combine that with her knack for climbing and it equals a disaster. Luckily for her, half the cake was salvageable and still oh-so-good!

Thankfully, playgrounds are great easy places to entertain little ones. I think that they had more fun sliding down slides and pretending to be "princesses and a knight" then the party games. I guess that shows that parents still can't top the imagination of kid. However, "Pass the Gumball" was interesting, the "candy necklaces" were tasty and didn't last long, and the Lollipop pinata was a hit!

Top off the party with cake, ice cream cones, and presents... and you have one happy camper! I mean 4 year old! Emily thanked her guests and sent them home with a jar of gumballs, their bag of pinata goodies, and a sugar high. What more could a kiddo want?

While everyone else might have been comatosed from OD-ing on sugar- Emily was flying high as soon as she got home. The party had just begun as soon as she got in the door. I swear- re-opening her gifts and playing with them was better than Christmas. That evening we also took her to redeem one of her gifts- "Velveteen Rabbit"- from the Build a Bear Workshop. It was stuffed with love and hasn't left the sight of Miss Emily since!
Oh.. what a day.. oh .. what a day!

One year older and wiser too- happy Birthday to Miss Emily

{ Madison's Milestones }

2011-01-27T09:50:00.001-06:00

11.10.10: WALKING (13 1/2 months)
9.28.10: (1 year check ups)
21 lbs 13.5 oz (50th Percentile)
45 inch Head circumfrence
31 inches long (90-95th Percentile)
9.24.10: Happy 1st Birthday lil' Cupcake!
9.1.10: (Around 11 months) Standing up on her own for a few seconds
8.31.10: (11 months) Last day Maddy nursed. Now that she has 6 teeth and is a biter-- bottles from here on out!
6.28.10: Pulls herself up and today was the first day that she sat up on her own from the laying position
6.25.10: Maddy has been doing the "army crawl" for a while now, however, today she "crawled" her first real steps
6.24.10: 9 Month Check-up:
19 lbs 5.5 oz (50th-75th Percentile)
29 inches long (90-95th Percentile)
Head circumfrence 44 1/2 inches (50-75th Percentile)
5.22.10: She says "MAMA" !
5.8.10: Claps her hands together
5.3.10: She waves her hand hi and bye (that or she is trying to do the hand signs for the song "Skidamarink e Dink")
4.22.10: (7 months old)
First words.......Da Da Da Da
3.25.10: 6 month Check-up stats~
27.25 inches (90th Percentile)
18.2 lbs (90th Percentile)
43 cm head circumfrence
3.10.10: 5 1/2 weeks old and we are seeing indications of her trying to use sign language to communicate wanting to eat and drink milk.
3.3.10: Oh how I love her open mouth, slabbery baby kisses!
2.28.10: First official day of transitioning from her bassinet in Mom's room to the crib in the girls' room. (5 months 2 weeks)
2.28.10: Favorite food thusfar: CARROTS w/o the formula and rice cereal
2.21.10: First time eatting solid foods.... squash
2.11.10: First time eatting rice cereal
2.10.10: She rolls over from tummy to back
1.25.10: 4 month check-up:
head: 41 cm (50th Percentile)
weight:15.12 lbs (75th-90th Percentile)
height: 26 inches (90th-95th Percentile)
1.22.10: First time Rolling over (back to tummy)
12.24.09: 3 months old: 13.92 lbs
11.30.09: 2 month appointment:
12 lbs. 5.5 oz.
23 1/2 inches long
11.06.09: 6 weeks and 2 days- Slept 8 straight hours 11 pm to 7 am
10.27.09: 1 month appointment:
10 lbs. 3 oz. (75th Percentile)
22 3/4 inches long (95th Percentile)
10.24.09: She smiles!
10.8.09: 2 week appointment:
8 lbs 15 1/2 oz. (50th Percentile)
22 1/2 inches long (90th Percentile)
10.3.09: Laughing during sleeping
9.29.09: First bath at home- she likes it!
9.27.09: First smiling reflex
9.25.09: First time she opens her eyes -- She comes home from the hospital
9.24.09: BIRTH- Welcome little one!

{ Four Years old and wiser too! }

2011-01-22T15:26:00.000-06:00

My Dear Sweet Emily-

Where have these four years gone? Your growing up so fast- faster than I care to think about. You constantly amaze me. You are such a strong willed little one. Always have been. Always will be. Your wit and wisdom is growing just as fast as your little body is.

I love that You love your baby sister. I have the hopes and dreams that you two will grow in love and friendship for each other as the years pass. You know how to make her crack a smile. And you know how to push her buttons.

Your stamina for learning is taking off, especially if it's a subject you are interested in. You're starting to wonder about the "Why's", "How's", and "When's" of things. Puzzles and tangrams are your favorite pastime. You are very practical for being so young. I love to have you help me bake, "wash" dishes, set the table. "Craft time" is a favorite for both me and you. I can't wait till your a little bit older and I can teach you how to sew with the sewing machine and bake our favorite sugar cookies.

Just like your momma- you have developed a passion for anything and everything FANCY. I jokingly call you "Fancy Nancy". Most of the times you can't leave the house without your head covered with flowers, multiple necklaces, "Sunday School" shoes, and a flowing ruffled skirt. The weather doesn't matter to you much at this stage. Rain or shine, wherever you go, you like to be fashionable and prepared. I think that you secretly thrive off the kind comments that others give you about your outfit selection and boutique style hair.

Your sweet nature is infectious. You're commonly seen greeting your father when he comes home with your homemade "Welcome Home Daddy" sign. Even on the morning of your birthday party- you still concerned yourself with making sure that you surprised your Mommy with flowers. Your hugs and cuddles may be few and far in-between, however, your genuine love radiates through your twinkly eyes to those you know.

When your older and looking back on this letter- please know that I love you with all my heart. All mothers want the best for their child. And I am no exception. However, I believe that you have the potential to rise above that and become even better. As a parent, I often struggle with ways that I can help you channel your enthusisum, spirit, and energy into defining positive traits. I know that you are a special little girl. I know you were meant to be in our family. Thank you for teaching me how to become a better mom and woman.

Love always and forever-
Mom

Mushy Moment..

2011-01-15T08:06:00.000-06:00

I was looking through some pictures this morning and came across our wedding video (a VERY professional video might I add.. haha). But it brought back so many memories and made my heart swell.

I am a lucky girl!

{ Jesus Wants me for a SOME-BEAN }

2011-01-02T21:02:00.001-06:00

{ Jesus Wants me for a SOME-BEAN }

It seems like yesterday when Emily was trotting around the house singing that song. AHHH I hate when things come to fruition , I feel even older, and my kids grow up way too fast.
Last night we cleaned up the dinner dishes and quickly got the girls in their jammies. I promised them that we could watch a Christmas movie before going to bed. I zipped to the nearest Red Box, checked out DISNEY's A Christmas Carol, and proceeded to snuggle on the Love Sac with my Beans. I had no idea how terrifying a simple Christmas movie could be. DISNEY.. really! Needless to say- I was gluten for punishment since Emily ended up in my bed because she was too scared to sleep in her own. (I guess Maddy was left to fend the Ghost of Christmas to herself.)
As I went to pick her up and bring to her to her own room, I was stopped in my tracks. I just stared at my little one.
There she was, almost 4, and taking up almost my entire side of the bed. Her Christmas zip-up onsie jammies made her look so long and tall. Her hair was being prept in "Curlies" for her big day as a Sunbeam in Primary.

WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE? It doesn't seem that long ago that I was rocking this little infant to sleep and placing her in the cradle by my bedside. (I'm loosing brain cells by the day or she is just growing up too fast!... either is not too pleasing.)

Come morning- there was no recollection of nightmares from the DISNEY movie. (Ironic don't you think?!?) Her "curlies" came out. And she carried her scripture bag to PRIMARY that day.

After the day was through- I asked her if she liked Primary and her new teacher. Her new candid response was, "I don't think so." (But secretly I know she LOVED singing time. The new Sunbeam class was a bit of a change. She didn't think she needed to go to class. She thought her class was the Nursery room. I passed by later and found out that she quickly made the adjustment and felt at ease with her classmates. I thought our dirty laundry might come out of the mouth of a three year-old as I heard her giggle and say, "My baby sister just LOVES to eat crayons. Mommy has to tell her NO!" She may not have gotten much out of the lesson- but I learned that I now have to be careful of what I say around her.

My dear Emily- quite the SOME-BEAN.

{ Merry Christmas and Happy New Year }

2010-12-25T20:24:00.001-06:00

Dear Family and Friends-

As 2010 is drawing to a close, our family has so much to be thankful for. We have traveled to many different places this past year, spent time with family and have found joy along our journey.

Emily (3) has really enjoyed being a big sister. She likes to play with Maddy, especially when they are supposed to be sleeping. She makes tents in the house with blankets, and helps Mommy cook dinner. She loves to read books and sit in front of the T.V with a bowl of ice cream, but her favorite thing is to swing on the hammock outside with her Father.

We have been richly blessed to have little Madison Jane (15 months) in our family. Last Christmas was spent with her in the ICU. She was born with a (subglotic hemangioma) vascular benign tumor in her throat that was blocking 95% of her airway. By taking an oral medication (Propranolol), 5 OR laryngoscopies, countless prayers, and many miracles, our baby is in great health. The tumor has shrunk completely, and Maddy is a delightfully sweet little girl. She has now mastered the art of walking in every direction, climbing any surface, and eating everything in sight. In May, Maddy experienced her first air plane ride and was absolute angel. She was a companion to Aimee as she attended the funeral of her beloved grandmother, Rene Burton.

To kick off our summer, our trusty little blue Escort carried us all the way to New York, Pennsylvania and Ohio. We spent time with Scott’s parents visiting many historic church (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints) sites, watching the Hill Cumorah pageant and visiting other family members along the route.

Scott finished his third year of dental school in May. He successfully passed his second round of board exams and is preparing to take a regional licensing exam this coming spring. His fourth year of dental school started early- midsummer- and is currently in full swing. As the school year is almost over, Scott is eagerly anticipating the day he will be through with formal education and begin to earn a living instead of spend for a living. We are hoping to be able to purchase a dental practice this coming summer.

The pace of our home has picked up quite a bit. Scott stays amply busy with his patients, clinic work and as Elders Quorum President. Our home is often filled with little ones enjoying pretend play, playing games, doing puzzles, and having Joy School preschool. Aimee currently serves in our Church as a secretary to the Primary Presidency and loves working with teachers and her “little” friends. She also teaches an early morning seminary religion class to high school students in Destrehan, LA. In all of her spare time, Aimee finds ways to craft anything that stands still long enough, experiment with new recipes, cuddle her babies and read plenty of picture books before naptime.

During this Christmas season, we hope your homes are filled with joy and love. May your hearts reflect on the birth of our Savior and Redeemer. And may the New Year bring your family closer to achieving all of your goals and aspirations.

Love from our home to yours-
Scott, Aimee, Emily, and Madison

Drink of the season....

2010-12-07T08:01:00.005-06:00

I haven't shared a recipe in a long time...ha or any other posts for that matter. Here's a new spin on hot chocolate. It's different. An all-time favorite "keeper" recipe in Scott's book.

COCONUT TRES LECHES HOT CHOCOLATE
3 cups milk
1 (14oz.) can unsweetened coconut milk
2/3 c. sweetened condensed milk
2 Tbsp unsweetened cocoa powder
½ tsp. vanilla
Whipped cream and chocolate shavings (optional)

In medium pot- combine milks and bring to a simmer over medium-low heat, stirring occasionally. Whisk in cocoa powder until well combined. Remove from heat. Add in vanilla. Serve hot with dollops of whipped cream and chocolate shavings. (Makes 5 1-cup servings)

And for the sake of hating posts without pictures.....

I bring you....

Maddy's Obsession

(Thankfully, she wasn't eating the crayons this time like she normally does.)

Out of the mouth of babes {EMILY STYLE} ...

2010-11-21T15:07:00.004-06:00

9.25.10:(Mommy, cold with "goosebumps" on her arms)
Emily: "Mommy, you have PRUNES!"
Mommy: "The're not prunes. They are 'goosebumps'."
Emily: "Gum bumps?!"
Mommy: "Goosebumps."
Emily: "Mommy! You've got goose barks."

9.15.10:
Emily: "Mommy, Maddy is being Goofy!"
Mommy: "Oh, Yeah! Does that mean you are Minnie Mouse?"
Emily: "NO! I'm Emily Kate ROBERTS (no longer with the WHA sounds for the 'R').
Mommy: "Ohhh..." "Well, when is your birthday"
Emily: "January Twenty-second."
Mom: "Where do you live?"
Emily: "Louisiana"
Mom: "What's your phone number?"
Emily: (in a 'i can't believe you would even ask me kinda voice')
"I don't HAVE a phone. Your' just teasin' me MOM!"

8.4.10: Driving home from an activity at Church, Emily asks, "Daddy, can we play the dormer windows game?"
Car rides always need alittle more excitement, so we play games like finding colored cars, counting buses, and now... finding dormer windows.

8.3.10: Upon being scared of finding a roach at night Emily says, "Daddy, can we put it outside? Can we make a home for it?"

8.1.2010: "Mommy, when I get baptised... I need my googles so the water doesn't get in my eyes."

6.30.10: Emily-"Mommy, maybe tomorrow we can go to the pet store and get me a dog."
Mommy- (hesitant) "Ahh.. well... how about a stuffed animal puppy."
Emily- "No. A real puppy that goes 'ruff ruff'."

6.28.10: "Mommy, can I watch some educational cartoons?"

5.29.10: (Pointing to the car in front of us on the highway) "Hey, Daddy look! We're chasing that car!"

5.23.10: -Out of the mouth of babes
Emily (to cousin Issac): "When are you having another baby?"
Issac: "I'll keep Gracie Forever."
Emily: "I like my baby sister!"

4.28.10: "Mommy, when I get married in the temple, I want to have purple flowers (as she is playing with the purple flowers on the "weeds") and wear my Pretty Princess dress (Cinderella Dress).

3.29.10:"Mommy, I lawned (yawned) two times. That means I am tired."

3.28.10: Emily is awfully fond of the letter 'T'...
t'amanas (bananas)
't'mote (remote)
't'patatoes (potatoes)

3.20.10: "Maddy Chun-munk"

3.14.10: I swear this little girl is 3 going on thirty...
Emily: "Mommy, I'm going to have a baby in my tummy when I get married."
Mommy: "Where are you getting married?"
Emily: "In da temple."
Mommy: "Oh, Who are you going to marry?"
Emily: "Jacob" (a four year old that she is friends with)

3.2.10: "I want some 'spicy' drink." (aka... any carbinated beverage)

2.27.10: Emily counting... I promise she knows better. However, we do think she is rather clever)
Eight..Nine...Ten.. One-teen...Two-teen...Three-teen...Four-teen...Five-teen...Six-teen...Seven-teen, ect...)

2.19.10:
Emily: "Look Daddy... that car has polka dots!"
Daddy: "That's not polka dots. That's bird poop."

1.23.10: Driving around and looking for something to do on a Saturday night...
Emily: "Let's go to the mall!"
Mommy: "What do we need at the mall?"
Emily: "There's purses and shoes and...."
Mommy: (laughing)
Daddy: (sighing) "OH dear!"

1.15.10: Trying to leave and run errands for the day, Emily is sitting on the floor with her pretend medical kit bag
Mommy: "Emily! Hurry! We need to go!"
Emily: (with her stefascope on) "Hold on. I need to see if I'm healthy." (she listens to her heart for a moment)
"I need a shock." (then she gives herself a pretend 'shot' and bandaid)
"Okay- I'm healthy now."

12.23.09: Having a spiritual conversation with Daddy on her way home from the hospital visiting Maddy. Emily kept asking "Why?" "Why?" after every comment and this is how the conversation ended:
Daddy: Those stars up in the nights sky) are in heaven. Do you know that is where we came from?
Emily: "Mommy and Daddy and Emily and Maddy!"
Daddy: "Yep. And one day we are going to go back to live with our Heavenly Father in heaven."
Emily: "Maddy needs wings to go back to heaven."

12.7.09: After meeting up with a friend for lunch, he offers to pay and we refuse. So, he hands the money to Emily and tells ger to put it in her pocket. Here is our conversation on the way home.
Emily: "Mommy, I have Brother (........) money in my pocket. It was So nice of him to share!"
Mommy: "Oh, Can I see it?"
(She hands the money over and I put it in my pocket for safe keeping.)
Emily: "Mommy, Gimme da money back!"
Mommy: "How about I give you a dollar to put in your piggy bank at home?"
Emily: "No, I want it all. Gimme da money back"
{Later that night at home, Scott gets the money. Emily see's the exchange}
Emily: "Daddy, that's MY money from bro(da)ther (........) Gimme."
Scott: "No."
Emily: (busting out in tears with her hand out and feet stomping on the ground) "PLEASE gimme da money. I just need a ten!"

12.01.09: "My monies go in my piggy to save for coll-yadge."

11.25.09: Emily what does the turkey say?
Emily: "Cluck Cluck!" (laughingly)
What does the horse say?
Emily: "Moo Moo" (laughingly)
-Silly girl!

11.20.09: Mommy: "Doesn't she [Maddy} look like an angel sleeping?"
Emily: "She's not an angel!"
Mommy: "Well... what is she?"
Emily: "She's Maddy Jane (wha)berts!"

11.18.09: Mommy: "Hi Maddy Patty."
Emily: "Just maybe we shouldn't call her dat! Probably don't think so. Her name is Maddy Jane (Wha)berts. "

11.04.09: (While tucking Emily into bed for the night)
"In the morning, I would like a bagel with cream cheese, japes (grapes), and strawberry kiwi juice, and watch cartoons while Mommy makes my breakfast." - You got it babe.

11.01.09: "I love my baby sister {every} single single day!"

10.22.09: A conversation at the dinner table
Mommy: "Okay Emily, you need to take TWO more BIG bites. Then you can get down."
Emily: "How 'bout ONE bite."
Mommy: "Nope. I said TWO BIG bites."
Emily: "ONE bite?"
Mommy: "Hey, stop arguing and please Listen! TWO Bites!"
Scott: (Laughing)
We have a bargan'er in the making!! Oh dear!

10.20.09: "I need 'skee-gee' hugs ." That is her rendition of big "squeezy" hugs before bedtime.

10.18.09: Leaving great- Grandmother Roberts' house:
Grandmother to Emily (in her Southern hospitality -charm voice: "Goodbye Darlin'!"
Emily (perplexed): "I'm NOT Darlin'! I'm Emily Kate R(Wha)oberts!"

10.8.09: Climbing into the covers of my down comfortor, Emily says, "I'm comfy and cozy. I like your bed!

10.5.09: During FHE, the statement was made "Tell the person across from you one thing you like about them." I looked at Scott and said, "I like Daddy because he is my best friend and makes me laugh." Emily chimes in, "Roxy is MY Best Friend!" (Roxy is the grandparents' dog.)

9.24.09: As the nurses were wheeling Madison to the nursery for normal clean up procedures, Emily started busting out crying, "No! I have to take her home and put her in her bed." It melts my heart that she loves her so much already!

9.22.09: Flip Flops are always said "Kip Kopps". Scriptures are always said "Jippers".

9.20.09: Daddy: "Emily, you're funny!"
Emily: "I not funny. I sneaky!"

9.17.09: While putting Emily to bed, Scott sincerely talked to his little girl about the changes of becoming a big sister. He told her that she was going to have to be a good example. Her reply was, "I show her!" The conversation ended with Daddy saying "I love you!" Her reply was, "Yes, you do!"

9.10.09: While reading a book to Emily I comment about how the lady has a baby in her belly like Mommy. She replies, "I have a baby in my tummy too!" as she lifts up her shirt and rubs her tummy.

9.02.09: After tickling his daughter, Scott says, "Emily- Your funny!" She replies, "No. Daddy's funny. I sneeky." hmmm..

8.27.09: After being surprised at feeling the baby move in my tummy, I told her to tell the baby that you love her and can't wait to see her. She lifts up my shirt, puts her mouth to my belly and says, " I Yubs You! I can't see you!"

8.26.09: Emily's now common response to questions... "probab-ye tink so."

7.29.09: AN EXCITING BREAKTHROUGH!!!
Tonight Emily said her first, complete, audible, prayer ALL BY HERSELF. (After she decided to kneel on the ground...)
"Dear Heavenly Fathda, We're gateful for our blessings. In da name of Jee-sus Chist Ahmen."

7.28.09: "I yike PawPaw's sketti. And PawPaw's meat!" For some reason- she enjoys and eats more of her meal if she knew who made it.

7.21.09: Scott smelt really good after his shower and Emily comes up to him and says, "Daddy, Be a Man!"
After laughing, I asked Emily if she meant to say, "Daddy, BE a man!" or if she meant, "Daddy IS a man.". She replied, "Daddy's BE'S a Man."

7.12.09: Emily comes up to me in a sweet innocent look, swishes my dress, and says, "Mommy Boo-tif-ful!".

7.10.09: "I like diamonds!".... oh dear

7.02.09: She thinks that the funniest thing to do before bedtime is to run into my room, hop onto my bed, and burry herself in the covers and say "I SH-YEEP in Mommy's bed!"

6.30.09: "Oh My!" "Oh My!"

6.23.09: "Baby Maddy com' in tree months" (As she holds up all five fingers.)

6.18.09: "Yook, Mommy! Yook! Come See! Come See Mommy!" (As she uses her finger to signal me to come)

6.3.09 Sentence & Vocab/Translation List
o-yort= yogart
I yubs ew= I love you
Ah library locked? = Is the library closed?
in-da-mor = in there or over there
boons = balloons
Yook = Look!
Oc-e-gon = octagon
I had fun.(Just about anywhere we go.)
Yook! Yook! I show you.
hugs and Kee-ses = (Said as she is puckering up with fishy kisses)

5.18.09: Emily's imagination is starting to take off. While I was sitting on the floor, she comes up to me and sticks her finger in my ear. I look shocked and ask her what she is doing. She giggles, pulls out her finger, looks at it and says, "A Frog! Ribbitt Ribbitt!"

She wraps herself in a soft flannel purple blanket and comes up to me and says, "I getting mary-ed in da temple!"

5.17.09: An often typical conversation with Emily goes something like this: (This time we were all riding in the car together, coming back from the grandparent's house...)
Emily: "Mommy, whas Daddy do-in?"
Mommy: "I don't know. Why don't you ask him?"
Emily: "Dadee, wa you do-in?"
Daddy: "I'm driving the car. What's Emily doing?"
Emily: "I'm going home."

5.11.09: Emily LOVES the temple- looking at pictures, talking about it, singing about it, ect... SO it is only appropriate that whenever she sees a lady in a dress holding flowers, a wedding scene on tv, or someone mentioning going to the temple she questions...
"Getting mary-d in da temple?"
"Mommy and Daddy mary in da temple."
"Daddy and Mommy going-to-la temple. Emily going-ta Nana's house."

5.2.09: [While swimming in an intertub in Great Grandmother Roberts' pool] "Hi Gamma! I shwimming."

4.29.09: "ABC's, ABC's. Now I've said my ABC's". -We've got a smart one!!!

4.28.09: Scott was pulling up into the driveway, coming home from school. I told Emily that Daddy's home. She replies in her high pitched voice, "Hi Daddy. Howya Doin'?"

4.24.09: Let's just say that pregnancy #2 hasn't been kind to my hormonal-induced acne prone face. So several times a week Emily has pointed to my break-outs and says with a really concerned look, "Mommy bow-bows. Bandaid." -- Thanks dear.

4.23.09: If Emily drops something she says, "Whoop-see's!"

4.20.09: Manners 101- "Cheese Please" ...."Tanks Your Welcome!"

4.19.09: Our next door neighbor's dog commonly barks around Emily's nap time. So without fail, she always says, "HUSH! Puppy night night!!"

4.15.09: Emilys joke:
Emily- "Knock, Knock?"
Anyone- "Who's There?"
Emily- "Nana"
Anyone- "Nana Who?"
Emily- "Nana BOO BOO"
( Since she calls her grandmother Nana and her uncle Ryan BOO BOO, it was only fitting to teach her a joke. Sometimes she thinks it is so great she goes straight for the punch line!)

4.14.09: "Jesus wants me for a SOME BEAN..."

4.9.09: Mary had a little "Yam".

4.2.09: At least once a day Emily asks "Where's Mommy's car?" "Where's Daddy's car?" It's like they are members of the family.

3.20.09: At the 1st doctor appointment for baby #2, we had an ultrasound done while Emily was in the room. Upon looking at the baby on the screen she says, "Uh Oooohh..".

3.1.09: In making preparations for Easter, I asked Emily what we should have for our Easter dinner. She said, " Ham- Rolls- Cinnamon Rolls- Popcorn. " Anything else? "Cereal- Cookies." Talk about a yummy dinner!

Monkeys in the tree....

2010-11-13T20:50:00.000-06:00

Two little Monkeys swinging in the tree.

One lil'monkey said, "Please Swing Me!"

Momma grabbed the camera
and snapped away.

TWO LITTLE MONKEYS SWINGING IN THE TREE.

(In the eyes of a three-year old, it's the best $3 garage sale find ever!)

I'm NOT READY! ...

2010-11-12T21:25:00.000-06:00

Here's Emily.

I call her Miss EM, or Beans.

She's 3.

NOT 15!

Today she decided to get into my make-up and "make herself pretty". She loves everything girly: bows, necklaces, bracelets, nail polish, and now... make-up. (And likes to wear it to the extreme!) Before I know it, she'll be ready for shaving her legs, mascara, and meeting boys. Oh heavens. I'M NOT READY for my baby to grow up so fast. Will shillack keep them little?

To Sharleen:

2010-11-09T14:04:00.004-06:00

Dear Sharleen-
I think you might be my ONLY blog reader. Rightfully so, since I have neglected this poor little blog for so long now. So here's to all your encouragement to make fun crafts and update my blog. Hopefully this appeases your curiosity for the moment.

-Aimee

'Tis the Season for...

2010-11-05T09:52:00.004-05:00

50 Degree weather

Sweaters

Colds

and...

PIGGIES!

{ Happy 1st Birthday Little Bear }

2010-10-24T22:29:00.002-05:00

Dear Maddy-bear,

It is so hard to believe that one year has come and gone so quickly. All day long, I could not help but look at the clock and vividly recall the exact steps of our day one year ago. It is crazy how time flies.

Your first year here was been filled with miracles. I can recall when you were about 1 1/2 months old and I was shopping for clothes for you and Emily. I distinctly received a prompting that you would no longer be with us (on Earth) by a year old, if I didn't take care of you. I tried to quickly dismiss the idea. I tried to tell myself not to think negatively- cause how in the world could I ever neglect my baby! Then the prompting came again! That same prompting later came several more times. At the time- I didn't fully understand what I was being told or knew what was in store. However- I did know that I needed to take extra precautions with you and your needs. Somehow, I was determined to keep you here with me till your first birthday.

I look back on those distinct promptings and remember all the hardships that were faced throughout this year with your medical needs. And I am so grateful that you are alive, well, healthy, and happy. We celebrated your first birthday with family, friends, cake, and presents. But in my heart, I felt like a different milestone was reached. I have you here with me, and that is the best present ever; one of which I am eternally grateful for!

Up until you reached 11 months- we likened you unto a little slug. You've been cute, cuddly, sleepy, and didn't move around very much. But it wasn't until after you reached 11 months, that we truly started to see your personally shine through. Thankfully, I still enjoy the snuggle moments you give. However, you've wanted to crawl more, no longer sit still to nurse, you wanted to be independent while taking a bottle, and you voiced your limits if your sister would bother you too much. --- All of these are the sure signs that you are growing up. Everyday is exciting when we learn more about the little girl that is emerging from that tiny little body. You fit into our family so well. Your calm and quite demeanor is an example to all of us. But can I put in one request... please talk soon!

I love you more than you know. Happy 1st Birthday little one!

Love- Mama

August Recap...

2010-08-30T15:02:00.000-05:00

The Cabildo - French Market - Scott's 27th Birthday - Aimee's 25th Birthday - Doberge cake - Jean Lafayette National Park Museum - U.S. Mint Museum, NOLA - The Aquarium of the Americas - The Riverwalk (The Mardi Gras Store and the Fudgery) - Early Morning Seminary - Primary Presidency - Laryngoscopy #5 - Food Network rated "Best Fried Chicken In the Country" at Willie May's Scotch house in the New Orleans ghetto - Food Network featured PLUM STREET Snowballs - witnessed a Second Line downtown - boat ride in Lake Pontchartrain with tubing in the alligator infested Parish Line Canal

Maddy's Laryngoscopy #5 -- 8.20.10 --

2010-08-20T21:22:00.001-05:00

Laryngoscopy Number 5
10 months old
Same Hospital
Same Doctor
Same Procedure

**Better Results**

I'll be honest- All of the prep work: (babysitting for Emily the night before, Maddy fasting begins the night before, Scott's school and clinic arrangements have to be made, being at the OR check-in at 6am) is hard. Luckily Maddy sleeps through the night and doesn't expect food when she can't have it. But all of those seemingly hard things don't even compare to having the doctors come and take your baby away to anaesthetise.... Then you wait...
.... and wait....
..... and wait some more.....
A 10 minute procedure that takes up a whole morning, can seem like forever.

We consented to this laryngoscopy with the hopes that we would get an answer that her hemangioma was completely gone and we were in the clear and wouldn't have to have any more OR procedures done. ( A family can only dream, right?!) But when the doctor walks out to talk to us with pictures in his hand and a content smile on his face, I know all is well.

This time, the doctor didn't even give me a percentage of how much the hemangioma shrunk. All I know is that I can't see it. There is hardly any obstruction. She can breathe normally. You would never even know that this was the same baby that went in to the OR less than 10 months ago with her airway blocked 95%.

* A miracle indeed! Prayers are truly answered! *

Are we completely done?- I can't say. The doctor still wants to do another laryngoscopy in another 6 months. Scott and I have our doubts. Since we have known that Maddy was getting better with the oral medication- we have pushed off these OR procedures for as long as possible. Plus the older she is getting- the harder the recovery has been. So.... until then.... We have a happy, HEALTHY, little girl!

Ya know when your baby is growing up when she...

2010-08-17T13:30:00.005-05:00

* traces her hand on any paper she can find in the house.
* wakes up and heads straight for the candy. I've walked into the kitchen to find the chair pulled up to the counter, with a basket on top of the chair, Emily standing on the counter, reaching at the highest shelf for the chocolate baking chips.
* refuses afternoon naps
* wears her bathing suit all day in hopes to go "shwimming"

* insists on wearing headbands, necklaces, and rings before leaving the house

* tells her dad that he doesn't need a new tv because the one we have works

and lastly....

* knows that her dad needs a job! She has high aspirations for her father. If only he can live up to them! Here's the latest conversation:

(Walking out of the dollar store)
Mom: "Come on Emily, let's go find Daddy in the other store."

Emily: (Refusing to leave and heading back to the store to pick up a paper from a display of job applications)

"But I need one of these to give to Daddy"

Mom: "Do you know what those are?"

Emily: "No."

Mom: "They are applications to get a job and work at the Dollar store."

(Mom being persistent about trying to leave and Emily still refusing)

Emily: "BUT I NEED ONE OF THESE. DADDY NEEDS A JOB!"

This girl is a hoot! Gotta love her!

"Teddies"....

2010-07-08T20:42:00.002-05:00

For the last several months, I have been in charge of the Primary Activity Day Girls (age 8-12). We get together and do various activities that relate to Developing Talents, Serving Others, Learning the Gospel, and other things to strengthen their Testimonies of Jesus Christ. Luckily for me, I have a great group of girls that have been STOKED to come to the activities plus it gives me something fun to plan a few times a month. However, I think that my most favorite aspect of this calling, is watching Emily learn and interact with the "Activity Day Girls". She gets SO excited for them to come over. She really looks up to them and they are a good influences. Sadly, two of the three girls have recently moved away. Yet, in June we completed our first service project: making "teddies" (Emily lingo).
The girls helped plan a service project to make teddy bears and donate them to the local ambulance for sick children/babies that were scared and on their way to the hospital. They spent several hours cutting fabric, tying on ribbon, (some) hand stitching (I did the sewing), stuffing, and painting faces. We had a few lessons on service and rediscovered the "Warm fuzzies" that come to us as we work together for other people.

On the night of delivery- we had a local ambulance company come to my house. The girls (so proudly) gave lovable works of art to the EMS guys. They were so kind to give us a tour of the ambulance. I sure hope that none of us are ever sick enough to receive a "teddy". However, I know 38 other children will be delighted, and hopefully a little less scared when they receive theirs.

Nine Months {Young} .....

2010-07-06T23:46:00.001-05:00

Dear My little Maddy-

Nine Months. NINE Months. Seriously! Where are these precious months going?

You have hit so many milestones these past few months.

-5 teeth with one on the way (You have done really well with the whole teething process.)

-rolling

-army crawling everywhere (Oh, now this means I need to clean the floor more often!

-pulling yourself up onto things

-sitting up on your own from the tummy position

-Your starting to lengthen more and gain less. Your baby chub is slimming and it is another indication that your growing faster and faster into the toddler stage.

-Your hair, however, is the only thing that is growing as slow as molasses. If only we could make it hair grow faster! I'm just dying to see you with pigtails and bows! Your dad is not a big fan of the huge bows and headbands. But I think every beautiful little girl needs some type of bow or flower in their hair! So as long as you keep them in, I'll keep putting them on you.

-Baby food is slowly becoming a thing of the past. You'll still eat it. However, your learning that "table foods" are much tastier.

Now that you are learning to become mobile, you are slowly becoming independent. When your curiosity peaks, you have no problem "crawling" to where you want to go, even if it is the bathroom. If you see something you want, you get an excited squeal and take off. There are also times when YOU want to hold the spoon.

Even though your so little, I can't help but think that you are a growing child of our Heavenly Father. For only a short while will I be able to hold you in my arms and rock you to sleep (which is my favorite). Yet, I look forward to the years where we will be best friends. My mom (your Nana) and I were best friends growing up, and we are still close. And I hope that you and I will be the same way.

Over the past couple of months, you have shown signs of separation anxiety when you are away from me. If I put you down, step out of the room, or even let others hold you, you get this super sad look in your eyes, quiver your lip, and start to cry for your Mama. (I LOVE IT!) I love the tinglings in my heart when I realize that my baby needs me. As much as I kiss your cheeks, nurse you, protect you from the "love" of a bigger sister, and change relentus amounts of dirty diapers, in those little moments I know that you love me too. Inevitably I know that there will come a day when you won't really want me around 24/7. But until then I'll enjoy every minute of it. I love having you constantly by my side.

Love- Momma

Fourth of July Weekend....

2010-07-04T00:33:00.000-05:00

We had gotten word that two little Roberts' boys from FL (andrew and tommy) were having a big birthday! We didn't have any plans for a couple of days, so we took a mini trip to the sunny state, looking for some fun. We were not disappointed in the least! That Friday was the swim party. Inflatable water slides, kiddy pools, pizza, shaving cream, and cake and ice cream make a GREAT combination! Happy Birthday boys! Saturday morning (the 3rd) we started off by celebrating the holiday at Cracker Barrel for an all-American country breakfast. The day was topped off hiking to FL's largest waterfall, swimming at the country club, dress-up at the home front (more on that later), and a BBQ dinner. A big thanks goes to Mike and Ingrid and family! They are wonderfully FUN family! Saturday night we headed back to New Orleans for meetings/classes and church on Sunday. We were able to catch some local fireworks shot off over the Lake Pontchartrain. And as always... Family + Fun + Food + Fireworks = Great Holiday! Happy Fourth of July!

Just in case you thought we weren't alive...

2010-06-28T23:56:00.000-05:00

It's late..
I'm so behind in blogging it's not even funny, bordeline scary...
But that's the story of my life so...
We are alive and having fun. One day i'll keep everyone posted on our happenings...

until then ....enjoy this picture..

IT CRACKS ME UP! (Sorting through a ba-zillion pictures and came across this one. Unedited. Unposed. Real. )

100 % EMILY- Drying out on her hot rock (aka the pavement) after enjoying her all-time favorite pastime SWIMMING + her PINK "Kip Kopps" on the wrong feet.

That's my girl!

Families are Forever....

2010-06-02T18:51:00.000-05:00

On Mother's Day, I got the long awaited phone call that my grandmother Rene Burton had passed away. She had been fighting breast cancer since the summer of '08. She had a double Mastectomy and undergone several Chemo and radiation treatments following the surgery. All looked well. The cancer had subsided... until last Fall. The cancer came back with a vengeance and metastasized all throughout her bones. She still underwent more Chemo and radiation to delay her passing. Her goal was to make it till her 60th Wedding anniversary on June 23rd. Scott, myself, and the girls were going to leave the day after school ended, drive up to Idaho, and spend some time with her while she was still alive. However, she passed on Mother's day.. five days before my family could go and see her. Her last months here on earth were pure agony. MANY prayers of thanks were given. She is now no longer in any pain or suffering. I am sure she was greeted by her loving mother and father on that special welcoming day
Accommodations were made. Maddy and I packed up and headed out for a funeral on Monday May 10, 2010. I was worried about flying with an infant. However, Maddy was a trooper (as usual) and did AMAZINGLY well on all of the flights. I also flew with my two cousins, which was a lifesaver having extra helping hands!
Funerals are never a great occasion or vacation. But one good thing is that we were able to see A LOT of family!A lot of tears were shed and a lot of hugs were given. People were coming and going in all different directions. There was a spirit of helpfulness that was shown in everybody.
I did my best to help make corsages, boutonnieres, practicing musical numbers, ect.... However, one of the most unforgettable experiences I had was to help dress my grandmother before the viewing and burial. Mentally, I had to prepare myself for such a task... one I thought I could never be prepared for. The itinial shock quickly faded and a sweet peaceful spirit filled the room. It was apparent to all those in the room, that her spirit was there. We began and ended with prayers and quickly got to work. Dressing her in her temple clothes deepened my testimony of the Restored Gospel and the truth that is found only in the temple. She quickly became beautiful. Beautifully adorned to pass through angels and centennials to meet her Heavenly Father.
Yet, there was also a quiet somberness to everyone around. I can't even fathom the emptiness and loneliness felt by my grandfather. The thought of it just brakes my heart. Unfortunately, more than half of my grandmothers posterity are inactive/nonmembers/or have fallen away from the church. For me, the sadness didn't come as part of her leaving this Earth. MY sadness came from seeing and knowing that most of my own family members were either clueless or unwilling to except the further knowledge that the restored gospel has to offer. Yes it is sad that she is no longer with us. However, I know that I will see her again. I have a testimony of the Plan of Salvation. I know that there is more to life than just our time in mortality. That was reaffirmed to me over and over again. And as I have felt that burning over and over again, I mourn for my family that don't know the truth.

Over those four days, Maddy and I relied on each other. She was my traveling buddy and constant cuddly companion. There was very little sleep involved for both of us, a ton of traveling, and an emotional roller coaster. Yet, through it all, I was privileged to be with my extended family during such a tender time..
Kent, Carly, and Braelynn (cousins from AZ)

Jason (bro.), Mom, Lee (cousin), Grandpa, me and Maddy

Me and Grandpa. He is one of the most amazing men that I know.

Gravesight burial in Afton, WY. It was freezing cold, raining and snowing. We all huddled under the tent before the service, wrapped in blankets and coats.

Maddy's first snow! (ps- she hates being cold)

The (partial) family at the burial

The remainging original Burton clan. From left to right and youngest to oldest :
Bob, Becky, Tammy, Linda, JoAnn, Grandpa, Wayne, and Kent

Grandpa's two youngest sisters. He was one of 13 kids!

My traveling buddy!

Cousins Tiffany, LaNae and her son Caden

{ Mother's Day 2010 }

2010-05-09T16:28:00.004-05:00

This morning I woke up to a beautiful family who greeted me with love. Emily was readily excited to show me her "sweet trail" of Sweettarts that led me to a breakfast table of delicious food prepared by her and her Daddy. We ate together by the morning light shinning through the windows and soft music playing in the background. I couldn't help but love such a simple moment spent with my family. I am very blessed to be a mom and spend my eternity with the ones that I hold dear.
Later on through the day, my thoughts were turned to my mom. She is an amazing woman and has taught me many things. I admire so many qualities in her. Even though I am grown and out of the house, it seems like I still learn from her example and love. Even throughout the years, I have still considered my mom to be one of my very best friends. I wish I could give her a hug today, but she is not here. At this time she has been with her mother, my grandmother, in Idaho, comforting her as she passes through this mortal life.
I received word that today, my grandmother has passed on. (This has been an expected event over the past couple of weeks. It is sad for the loss of a loved one. However, it has been a joyous day that she is no longer suffering with cancer. She too is now with her mother on this Mother's Day.) When I think of my grandmother, I can't help but be so grateful for the rich heritage that she brought into our family. Her strong testimony and faith in our Savior has been passed down through the generations. Something so intangible, yet it is something so profound and strong in my life.
For me, Mother's Day started a few days ago when my friend posted this story onto her blog. Of course it made the tears flow at the start of my day. I am grateful to be a mom to some pretty special girls. Some of my greatest challenges and joys come from having children and being a mom. I am so very blessed to be able to devote my day at home to them. And I am so very thankful for wonder examples of Mother's in my family. Without them, I'd be kinda clueless.

{ Some Things You Just Don't Want to Forget }

2010-05-06T09:30:00.003-05:00

My sweet little Emily is growing and changing every day. Faster than I can believe. I love to hear about all the things she is learning and want to be a part of her everyday fun adventures. She is at that stage where being independent is the norm. For example: SHE has to be the one to pick out her clothes everyday (whether they match or not). Lately Emily has been heavily interested/consumed into the Disney Princess characters. Thanks to Mike and Ingrid, she now has this lovely addition to her daily wardrobe. When our family goes to the YMCA to exercise, Emily insists on wearing her princess dress. "But mom, everyone has to see me in my princess dress. 'Cause I'm a princess." she would say before walking out the door. She has quickly learned that wearing this dress equates to MANY compliments. (Smart girl!!) When we leave the house, we do however have to ex-nay the "glass slippers" (aka plastic dress up shoes) and wear the "kip klops" (aka Flip Flops) 'cause they're pink. And normally, she is not found without wearing her princess necklace. She received that as a reward for earning 10 "Happy Points".

There will come a day that this dress will be a thing of the past. The Disney character phase will die out. The necklace will tarnish away. But my sweet Emily will always be princess. Even now, we are trying to teach her that she is a daughter of God. She is a princess! Hopefully as she grows, this simple truth will help her to recognize her divine potential and spiritual lineage.....

no matter what dress she wears.

Dear Blog,

2010-05-02T20:51:00.003-05:00

I have been gone for too long! I always think about how I want to "keep this", "remember this moment", "write this story down" all for the sake of not forgetting. And I do have the intention of printing this huge blog into a family scrapbook. That is one of my goals. However, no matter how good my intentions may be, nothing is appearing on the blog.

I'm sorry. I'll try harder. So stay posted.....

-Aimee

{ Strawberry Pickin'..... }

2010-04-29T16:07:00.003-05:00

For Playgroup, one of the ladies organized a trip to go to the Strawberry Patch. We all met at the church, rearranged seating, and carpooled to Ponchatoula, Louisiana for some of THE best strawberries around.
Sun-riped and ready for pickin', we got to work. In the traditional "pack mule" style, I toted Madison around while Emily and I picked fruit. Ryan tagged along and joined in the fun. We quickly learned that manual field labor was not our allotment in life. However, it was fun for the day. The owners sweetened the deal by having a free standing rule that you could eat while you pick. Warm and all, nothing is better than picking juicy berries right off the vine! We gathered the most plump red strawberries we could find. We made sure that we got our monies worth and ate our fair share.

When we were finished, we headed home hot, thirsty, and on the verge of sickness from eating so many strawberries. Being out in the sun all morning plus an hour car ride home equaled some tired kiddos. But no play day would be complete without a dip in the swimming pool... and a snack of MORE strawberries.

(FORE SITE: I would say that I'm a "Suzy homemaker" and had all those strawberries canned and jammed... but I'm not. We hardly eat jam and I don't have exceptional skills in canning. We ate them straight out of the fridge. Once our efforts hardly made a dent in the gallon bucket,we froze the rest. We used them to make FANTASTIC fruit smoothies all summer long! )

to grandmother's house we go

2010-04-17T16:06:00.000-05:00

With living in New Orleans- we have a relatively short commuting time to Baton Rouge. In one hours time- we can be closer to the temple AND closer to Scott's grandparents. Baton Rouge, LA has been the hub of many family gatherings. When family comes from Texas- they meet in Baton Rouge. When family comes from Florida- they meet in Baton Rouge. When family comes from Tennessee- they meet in Baton Rouge. So when family goes to Baton Rouge- so do we! Sam and Barbara Roberts' home has been the gathering place from baby blessings to annual crawfish boils, and everything in between.

Sadly- at this delayed point in my recording keeping- I can't even recall the specific reason why the Daniel Roberts Memphis, TN crew was meeting in Baton Rouge. However- we quickly packed our bags and enjoyed the long weekend with family. Grandmother's home is notorious for being the best place for all the cousins to go swimming together. If it's great weather outside- someone is bound to be at the pool.

Being at the grandparents' home is always a treat. NO one goes hungry. There is always a hot breakfast usually served with her famous cinnamon apples. Hor'dorves are served every evening. And everyone tends to question expiration dates and the jello salad. So combine all that with occasional fancy dinners at the Baton Rouge Country Club and lively conversations around the LSU football games in the den and you have yourself a lovely time. Throw more extended family and out-of-towners in the mix and you have a FUN weekend.

Quilts for Kids...

2010-04-13T20:48:00.001-05:00

Back in March, the stake Relief Society sisters got together for an activity to make quilts and pillowcases. I thought, Sure! I have never made a quilt before, so we'll see how this goes! I gathered my leftover scrap materials and then called my mom.

**DISCLAIMER**I have to admit that I really am not an expert sew'er by ANY means. Sure I can make stuff for my home. I've made curtains and pillows. I've even re-upholstered furniture. I've made a few clothing articles in my time. (Some of which I seldom wear because it fits funny.) And I've sewn a bunch of little nick knack crafty things. ALL of which I do because 1. I enjoy it and 2. because I'm specific about certain things that I want and don't want to pay an arm and a leg for it at the stores..... which leads me to say..... Just because I can make things, doesn't always mean that they are always done well. Sure I've got some a pillow that the seams busted. I always tell people don't look at my furniture coverings because you'll see where I've messed up. And I will be the first to admit that I can't sew a straight line very well. However, me and my sewing machine get along just fine and I think that I can hold my own, along with a seam ripper.

***REWIND*** My very, oh so, basic sewing skills started when my grandmother bought me a sewing machine at age 12. My tastes evolved over the years, however, I turned to my mom to do the sewing. She was the one who knew how to read a pattern and do her own alterations. I gave her PLENTY o' practice. In fact, ALL of my prom dresses and dance outfits were tailored by her. My favorites were when I brought home dresses that were either too short, too long, not poofy enough, no sleeves AND 7 sizes too large. She has used her skills for me and tried to teach me along the way.

***FAST FORWARD*** In trying to make the quilt, I had my mom help me cut the fabric, interpret the pattern, and give me step by step instructions on how I should sew this thing. I got all my stuff ready to go, then went to the Stake Relief Society Activity.
A lady, Mrs. S. Hicks, explained the cause for making these specific quilts. To make her super sad and long story short (not mine.. haha), she started up a Quilt for Kids chapter in Baton Rouge to benefit/warm children that were undergoing Chemo treatments and other patients who were terminally ill. Pillowcases were made for all of the other children that were staying at the hospital. After tearing up over her story I couldn't help but reflect on my own child and experiences in the hospital.
While I was in the hospital with Maddy for her hemangioma over the Christmas holiday season, several groups came and gave her small toys. The hospital even made sure that Santa brought her gifts on Christmas morning, as well as a gift for Emily. 'Child Life Services' even supplied a mobile, toys, and a playmat in order to help Maddy feel more in her element. It was a trying time for our family. But it meant so much to us that others went out of their way to help and bring as much comfort as possible. So when I realized that I could make a quilt to bring that same comfort to someone else in need, I felt a strong desire to give back. I've been there. I was humbled that I had the opportunity to give service to someone, and let them know by my works, that I cared and felt for them. It was the least I could do!

Alongside my mom, I quickly got to work with her and my friend Dawn. Several hours later, emerged a quilt top. Being FAR from done, I brought the quilt/pieces home and spent my spare time over the next few weeks sewing, cutting, pinning, gluing, binding, and quilting. I can't say that my lines are completely straight or that it is the best piece of work. However, it's special in it's own wright.

When I returned the finished quilt back to Mrs. Hicks, she explained to me that the Baton Rouge chapter of Quilts For Kids was going to be making it's first appearance at the hospital, personally delivering the quilts. She wanted me to come. I wanted to go!

Come April 13th, I headed to the hospital in Baton Rouge with my mom and Dawn for the special delivery. Not knowing what to expect, I crowed in a Child Life activity room with several nurses, volunteers, quilts, and camera men. An introduction was given and pastor's prayed over the quilts and pillowcases. Then we divided and conquered. We loaded wagons of quilts and pillowcases and traveled to a couple of different rooms to personally hand deliver these treasures. Camera men were following us in the hallways and flashes were going off everywhere and people were being interviewed for the local newspaper.

Due to privacy policies, we were unable to know what the patients were suffering from. I walked down the hall and gave my first quilt to a 15 year old boy named Dakota. Even though I was excited, entering the hospital room was almost somber. I do know that he was on high dosages of pain killers and was dying for more by the time I left the room.

We later enjoyed refreshments and then started the drive toward home. I left with mixed emotions. I wondered why these kids were in the hospital in the first place. It felt sooo rewarding to give so much of my time making something for someone and to actually see and hand it to the boy that was suffering. But yet, it felt so strange having the media there. I understood that the purpose of requesting the media was to spread the news of this great organization. However, no article or picture could fully capture that rewarding joy of service that I felt in my heart.

The newspaper picture and caption now adorn my fridge simply as a reminder - to give back.

"And behold, I tell you these things that you may learn wisdom; that ye may learn that when ye are in the service of your fellow beings ye are only in the service of your God." Mosiah 2:17

PROOF...

2010-03-30T23:04:00.000-05:00

Somedays... motherhood is hard.
Somedays.... I wonder if I can make it till bedtime.
Somedays...I live for naptime.

then

Somedays... ugly weeds in my yard become the most beautiful flowers in my home.

Somedays... I know my little one loves me too.

Then

Somedays.... don't seem so hard afterall.

Madison 6 months and counting...

2010-03-24T22:18:00.000-05:00

Weight: 18.8 lbs (90th Percentile)

Length: 27 1/2 inches (90th Percentile)

My Little Maddy Girl,

You're already 6 months old! It's hard to believe! I swear that babies grow as fast as weeds. And I don't think that you are an exception. You're entering one of my favorite stages. And it is exciting to see you learn and grow. However, sometimes I already miss my little baby.

So.... At 6 months.... here is where you are at:

*Your rolling around everywhere (except the kitchen floor). You have mastered going back and forth. When I hold your hands and pull lightly, your always anxious to stand up. Right now, your not too interested in sitting up on your own. You prefer to roll and turn on your tummy to go places and get a hold of objects in front of you.

*You love to eat.... and eat quickly! You were put on solids starting at 4 1/2 month and love it! Carrots, sweet potatoes, and blueberries with applesauce are your favorite foods for the time being. However, my favorite thing is when you hold my hand while your nursing. You are such a cuddly baby.

*Your hemangioma is continually shrinking. Your strider is gone. By the looks of t, no one would be able to tell that you where such a sick cookie. You have refused to take your Propanolol treatments via the syringe. Now I have to hide it in your baby food. Even then- you make the funniest faces. (I think your on to my tricks. But, it's what's keeping you here... so whatever it takes!)

* You have been learning basic sign language in hopes to enhance our communication before you can verbalize thoughts. I have been signing to you for quite some time now. Just recently you have been able to sign for milk... every three hours at least! Your Dad has been trying to teach you different animal sounds. At this stage your great at imitating him.

*Within the past couple months, you have officially progressed from the bassinet to the crib. You love to scoot into the corner and have the bumper cradle you. You have lost the knack to suck your thumb and your binky is one of your new best friends. Your still a great sleeper. You can just about sleep anywhere and require very little to get you down for naps and bedtime. THANK YOU--- That makes it super easy on me. Everyone always comments about how you are such a good baby. I would definitely have to agree!!

You tend to light up when your sister is around you. You somehow know if and where she is in the room. She can get your attention faster than anything. I love to see you two interact and "play" together. I know sometimes she can be a little rough, and that you might be able to stand your own ground soon, but you already have a playmate that you can share with and love forever.

As a mom, I wondered how in the world could I possibly love another child as much as I loved your sister before you where born. But day in, day out, every time that I hold you, when I make you smile and laugh... you just melt my heart. I love you! You belong in our family and I am honored to be your mom.

Happy Half-Birthday Sweetheart.

Love- Mom

Maddy's Larynogoscopy #4....

2010-03-19T22:18:00.001-05:00

Date: 3.19.10

Maddy's Larynogoscopy #4

Maddy's Larynoscopy #3......

2010-03-15T08:21:00.002-05:00

These larynoscopy's are now becoming routine in our family. Every three weeks Maddy goes into the ENT for a flex scope and basic examination. Three weeks after the ENT, we go into the operating room for another larynoscopy. Each time, we are seeing more and more success. The medication (Propanolol) is working wonderfully. The hemangioma has shrunken about 75% of it's original size. However, the true miracles are just tender mercies from above. This little girl is special. She has been blessed beyond measure with good health and a happy and cheerful countenance. What more could we ask for?

Larynoscopy #3 / Jan. 29th, 2010 / Result= About 75% Decrease

LOOK...

2010-03-04T22:07:00.001-06:00

Look at those cheeks! For the longest time, you couldn't see her lips if you looked at her side profile. Maybe she is slimming down or lengthening out. However, for the time being, we can't get over her adorable chubby cheeks.

SquAsH

2010-02-22T15:34:00.000-06:00

2.22.10

Madison Jane Roberts

First Solid Food = Squash

Verdict: Yum!

A weekend getaway...

2010-02-21T08:55:00.000-06:00

It didn't take us very long to get settled into the New Year and start planning our family vacations. On Thursday, January 14th, 2010 we packed up the car and drove up to Richardson, TX for a long Martin Luther King holiday weekend and family get-together. We were also celebrating Scott's Dad's 10 year service to his work. Scott took off of school on that Friday and we spent the weekend hanging out with family. Even though it is an 8 hour plus drive, we are always happy to be "near" family. Bryan (Scott's oldest brother) came down from Minnesota. The grandparents and Scott's Aunt Beverly came from LA. Doug and his family came up from San Antonio, and Dan/Amy and family were there as well.

While we were on our way to the ED&T celebration dinner honoring Scot's dad, we were about 3 minutes away from the restaurant when we got into a car accident. We were coming off the interstate and didn't realize that we were in the left turn lane when we wanted to go straight. However, the nice large truck on the side of us quickly helped us realize our error as he was turning left at the same time. We slammed into the back of him. Then, that's all she wrote. Good ole' Bessy has been a great car. However, her value of $900 quickly plummeted to $0 once we assessed the damages. Thankfully we were all safe and people we hit were safe as well. But our mode of transportation is now less to be desired. We are still thankful we have a car that FUNCTIONS okay, but twisty ties and super glue bring on a whole new meaning!

Needless to say, we made it late to the celebratory dinner. It was a lovely dinner at Ralph and Kacoo's. ED&T company provided toys for the children (since they outnumbered the adults), so the rest of the adults could listen to the very complimentary speeches by the president and Frank Roberts. He received his 10 year award and beautiful collage prints of Christ. Not to mention the dessert was fabulous! Congrats Dad on all your hard work!

We spent the rest of the weekend, not only stressing and contemplating what to do with our car and wondering if it would drive us back down to LA, but also visiting Dan and Amy's new beautiful home.

Despite a wreaked car, the long weekend was a great escape to be with family.

{ Laissez Les Bon Ton Roulet }

2010-02-16T14:33:00.000-06:00

Even though Scott and I both grew up in the South (New Orleans and Baton Rouge, LA respectively), I can't say that we always dreamed that New Orleans would be our home. In coming back to New Orleans- we knew that we would be here for the duration of school (at least 4 years). But from within these past three years- we have made this location our home. We love being close to family. We love the Cajun food here. We love the people in our ward. We love the culture that is contained in this city.

With that being said- Carnival season is a perfect time to combine seeing family, eating lots of King Cake, and being immersed in the culture and fun that the city has to offer. This year for Mardi Gras, we headed uptown to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints chapel for the celebration. Conveniently we parked in the church parking lot, ate lots of pot-luck food, and was surrounded by the uptown members. When the floats started to roll, we hung out on the street of St. Charles and caught ourselves WAY too many beads. The morning was quite brisk. Emily decided that she wanted to wear her Kitty Cat Halloween costume. Sure why night? It's Mardi Gras! She fit right in with all the other party go-ers and their costumes of Dorothy, Scarecrow, and man of Tin.

With beads around our necks and bellies full of King Cake, we headed home to visit with an old friend of mine. Leah Getcher was my friend way back when I was in Young Women's. I hadn't seen her in almost 10 years. She and her husband and two kids decided to make the trip from Virginia to the Big Easy to share in the Mardi Gras fun. I'm so glad they did! We love having people come to visit us!

Happy Mardi Gras 2010!

4 months old...

2010-01-28T23:01:00.000-06:00

3 years old...

2010-01-23T19:54:00.004-06:00

WEIGHT:

29.02 lbs (25th Percentile)

HEIGHT:

37 1/2 inches (50th Percentile)

Dear Emily-
It has been a wonderful three years with you in our home. Even though we strive to teach you, it seems like we are learning from you constantly. You always remind us to kneal down for prayers and help me remember to adjust the calendar. I love you dearly and consider you my best little bud!

Even though you are getting bigger, you are still a fan of having set routines. There are bedtime routines and morning routines, of which you still relay on. Your perfectionism definitely comes from me. You like things a certain way. You will fix it till it is just right!

You bring so much energy and curiosity into our family. One day when we were visiting Granny and Grandpa Roberts, in Texas, we went to a grocery store. They told me that you had saw a stacked pile of toilet paper and decided to run and jump into it. You get great satisfaction out of little things. You easy find ways to laugh and bring excitement to simple aspects of our day. And you say funniest things all the time! You can definitely put a smile to my face. You can't wait to teach Maddy how to roll over and to potty train her. You love your baby sister and are so excited for her to grow up, play with you, and share the same room.

It has been so much fun seeing you grow up into a little lady. You love to go shopping and throw things into the basket, everything that is pink that is. You LOVE pink! PINK soap, PINK milk, PINK cream cheese on your bagels, strawberry kiwi juice that's PINK, and the list could go on. You love the Disney Princesses. Right now your favorites have been Cinderella and Ariel. You love to watch movies and cartoons, daily. You dress your self in colorful outfits, matching is optional. Putting on lip gloss and girly spray are constant requests. I wish I could say that you loved to have bows, clips, and headbands in your hair. However, if they are in, they don't last long. Whither it be your super thin hair or objection to hair styling- your nickname "Cousin IT"(via PawPaw) is mostly fitting.

I don't think that they have called the two's "terrible" for no reason. Your energy, emotions, curiosity, and quick nature have definitely kept me and your dad on our toes. At times you give me a run for my money and really make me question my ability to be an adequate mom. However, no matter what age, please know that I love you. I am not perfect and that I am still learning how to be a parent. So please forgive me now of my parental flaws!

This year we welcomed another little girl into our home. I have the highest hopes that you and her will become best friends as the years pass. However, upon her arrival, I was worried about how you would react to such changes. You have exceeded my expectations and are very helpful!

I hope that your love for learning continues to grow throughout the years. You love it when we have Mommy and Me preschool. You get excited for math, reading books, cutting, coloring, playing with PlayDoh, learning letters, and singing songs. You are so smart like your Daddy. You are learning to add and subtract numbers. You know your alphabet, almost all numbers 1-20, basic shapes, and colors. We are working on memorizing words and beginning reading techniques. If you are truly interested in the subject, you can learn things really quickly.

Happy third birthday sweetie-

Love Mom

3rd Time's the Charm....

2010-01-22T20:54:00.000-06:00

She has been threatening to roll over ANY DAY now. It is actually funny to see a whole room full of people gasp every time she begins to lean up on her side and kick her legs, then fall back on her back. I knew it was coming!

When Emily was this age- I was super excited for her to roll over and get bigger and interact more. And that happens. Just all too fast. So with Madison- I haven't been anxious to have her roll over or reach major milestones, just yet. I want my baby to stay a baby. I am realizing the growing up process happens just too fast.

Thursday night, Madison was laying on the floor and Scott and I were just watching... and waiting... for the inevitable. I had told Scott that I wished she was just roll over right then so that I would not miss it. I was afraid of missing this major event! How could any mom miss this once and a lifetime scene?

Come Friday morning (Jan. 22nd), Maddy was on her play mat cooing happily. I was fixing Emily's hair in the bathroom, getting her ready for her birthday party that was about to start any minute. All of a sudden I hear the muffled sounds of a fussy baby. I run to see Maddy. Sure enough, she rolled over from her back to her stomach. She wasn't liking it at all. I rolled her over and just about cried. How could I have missed it? This once and a lifetime scene? AND I MISSED IT!!! ahh.....

Later that morning once the party left.... I placed Maddy on the floor in the hallway and stepped into the bathroom. Not even two minutes later, I realized that she was on her tummy once more. I MISSED IT AGAIN! Missing it ONCE.. okay, sad. TWICE? Now that's just terrible!

By afternoon... I was reading a story to Emily in her bed before her nap time. Maddy was playing on the floor. I purposely placed Maddy in viewing distance so I could monitor her while still holding the book and reading to Emily. Within minutes Maddy struggles slightly to stiffen her legs. She leans on her side. Her hands seemingly appeared to be up to her chest. However, that didn't hinder her. She used enough force from her legs and rolled over her hands, unto her tummy.

THIRD TIME's THE CHARM....

She did it!

I saw it!

There's no stopping her now!

(Afterall, she couldn't let her big sister get all the glory on her birthday!)

[ STOP me in my tracks ]

2010-01-21T15:15:00.000-06:00

I don't know what it is about babies sleeping, but my heart just melts when I see my precious cherubs dreaming off in Neverland anywhere they land. My sweet baby of four months stopped me in my tracks today. Since birth- she has shown to us that she has a very different personality then her older sister (top pic at 3 months). However- today- I couldn't help but pause for a moment to reflect on the beauty that her and her sister behold. Though they may be years apart- they will always be my baby girls!

3 Months Young...

2010-01-21T10:08:00.000-06:00

(just pretend this was a month ago!)

Weight:

13.9 Lbs

Eye Color:

thusfar- BLUE

Nicknames:
Maddy-Bear, Maddy-Jane, Matty Patty, Maddy Girl

Interests:
Trying to suck her thumb
Discovering her hands
Playing Patty Cake

Talents:
Laughing
Smiling
Cooing
Kicking
Grabing hair
Sleeping and Feeding ALL THE TIME. (It's mainly one or the other.)

Loves:
Her pacifier- and if it isn't near, she'll suck her thumb
Bringing soft blankets to her face
Lying on her play mat and looking at the hanging objects
The swing
Rubbing her hair
Putting her hands to her face when she sleeps
Being held by ANYONE
Holding your hand as she falls asleep

Dear Madison:

These past three months have gone by extremely fast! It feels like yesterday that we brought you home from the hospital and laid you in your little bassinet. I am always amazed at how fast you are growing. When I see all your rolls of baby chub and realize that your tall body can't fit you in my lap anymore, I get sad that my little newborn is not so little anymore. I wish that I could shellac you and keep you this sweet age forever. Emily, on the other hand, can't wait till you are older. She is already so anxious to help change your diapers, give you baths, and anticipates the day that you share a room with her.

The day you turned three months old, it was Christmas Eve and you were in the hospital. Your little perfect body needed the assistance of many doctors, nurses, and drugs to keep you here on Earth with us. As hard as it was to see my precious baby in the ICU and undergoing operations- I knew that I had to do everything in my power to help and heal you. You are a trooper! Despite your airway being blocked 95% and having chest retractions, you worked super hard to keep your oxygen levels at 100% the entire time. You are such a strong individual that has fought for your opportunity to be here. I am ever so thankful for the chance we can enjoy your presence here in our home. I have so much to learn from you already. To me, you are perfect.

More than you now realize, you have so many family members and friends that are concerned for your health and hope you heal quickly. For being so small and so new, you are loved well beyond any words that I can describe. Your chipmunk-cheeks amaze everyone and your smile can melt anyones' heart. I especially adore your belly laughs during tickle time. Your truly are a sweetheart. You have a calm and collected demeanor. It has been so peaceful to have you in our home.

You eat like a champ. If only, we could get you back into the routine of sleeping through the night! I hope, in time, that small problem will soon fade. I anticipate any day now that you will roll over. Although, it wouldn't surprise me if you teach me another lesson of patience in waiting for you to adjust your growth and development schedules.

I love you dearly.
-Mom

The Aftermath...

2010-01-08T11:12:00.006-06:00

During the (almost) two weeks that Maddy was in the hospital- our family has experienced a whirlwind of emotions.
Maddy- Poor little baby! That is BABY... not pin cushion! She was stuck nearly a dozen times and has had sever bruising. Since she was put on the steroids, she quickly changed and experienced Roid Rage. Okay, maybe not quite ragin', but we were able to definitely notice a change in her demeanor. She would no longer take a pacifier. She screamed when they administered medications or would flush her IV. We couldn't get her to smile or coo the entire time. It was quite depressing knowing that the baby laying in the hospital bed was not the same child that I played with everyday at home. And the feedings.... oh the many MANY feedings! This little girl would sometimes want to feed every 45 minutes. I would have thought that she would have gained several pounds in the hospital... but nope. I am not sure where she put it. Now that we are home, I am happy to report that the smiles and coos are back. She even greets us with laughs sometimes, which is a treat! Her stomach must have expanded. She still eats a ton, luckily every three hours now. She used to sleep through the night before entering the hospital... well... not anymore. We are still working on trying to get her back to her "normal" (pre-hospital trauma) routine. It hasn't been an easy one. Let's just say it is pretty sleepless at nights. Any suggestions? However, during the day, she sure enjoys sleeping without nurses coming in to check her vitals, give medication, flush her IV, relocate the IV needle, ect... every hour. At least her sleep is a little more peaceful. (Hopefully! After all- Emily is around now!)

The plan now is for her to continue with the Propanolol medication three times a day. She will have to go back into the operating room a couple more times for closer observation. The "operations" will be just like the others. Hopefully we will see a decrease in the hemngioma, a larger airway, and hopefully no more hospital stays. We are continuing to pray that this "miracle cure" of a medication is still working and for her complete recovery.

Before Maddy went into the PICU, she was on the "Floor"- meaning in the normal Pediatric Unit. I spent all my days and every night (but one) with her. The night before her first operation- Scott stayed with her. But in general- SLEEPLESS nights were felt by both parents. Thankfully, Scott has been off of school for the holidays and was able to be of more support. Since I was with Maddy all day, Scott was with Emily all day. Our family was torn for the entire two weeks. If us parents and Emily spent more than two hours together on one day- it was a relatively good day! We have longed for our family to really be together! Taking shifts and rotating children is not the preferred route.
Emily was a trooper the entire time. She really didn't grasp why Maddy was in the hospital. She just knew that Mommy and Maddy were there. That made for some hard nights around bedtime. But over all- she was excited to go to the hospital. We tried to make it a "fun" experience for her. We would walk around the hospital. Get treats from the vending machines. And play with the stickers the nurses would provide. It was also nice that this particular hospital had a stocked play room for the sibling of patients. Emily LOVED to visit the "play stations" when they were open.
Despite everything- we tried to keep our heads high and be thankful for all the many blessings that were handed our way. While we were on the "Floor" and in the PICU, Maddy received several presents for Christmas from the hospital and volunteers. I would have never imagined that my family would be on the receiving end of generous people donating "TOYS FOR TOTS" and the like. Nonetheless- I am grateful for the sweet selfless givings of strangers!
Besides the generosity of strangers, I can't fully describe how overwhelmed I am with the amount of love and well-wishes that were received. It has been so nice to know that there are so many friends and family that we could relay on during this whole experience, especially during the middle of all the Christmas festivities and celebrating. The endless phone calls and offers for service meant so much to our family. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

We received word that numerous strangers, associates, friends, toddlers, individuals, families, and at least 5 different temples were praying for our little baby. And we needed the prayers and faith of many. I KNOW that our Heavenly Father has heard every prayer and plea to help and bless his daughter! He has a plan for her. We have seen the miracles that HE has provided. I am so in debt to him and give thanks constantly that she is peacefully by my side.

The Follow-up.....

2010-01-06T22:00:00.003-06:00

We thought Maddy was originally scheduled for her follow-up operation/scope on Dec. 29th. Nope. It really happened on Dec. 30th. The 8 days of waiting, praying, and more praying in the PICU were nearly excruciating. Day in and Day out, I would sit in the hospital chair, next to her bed and wait. Countless hours of nursing, HGTV, nursing, and starring at the clock consisted of my time.

The night before the operation she had to fast. Her last feeding was at 1 am. She was put on clear liquids from 1-3 am. The operation began at 8 am. We didn't sleep much, and nether did she. However, after 5 hours of sleep, I woke up with mixed emotions. All I knew is that the medication HAD TO WORK. My family, myself included, couldn't take it anymore! We needed her home. She had to come home that night. We needed to get on our normal routine. We needed to be together. I couldn't bear the thought that she might have to stay in the hospital longer. Yet, I was excited. Excited that TODAY might be the day that she would come home.

She was a trooper through the same operation again. They gave her general anesthesia (this time without inserting a breathing tube). Within minutes- the results were captured by the scope. The doctor came out with the pictures and the results......

It is still there and still large. However, the hemngioma appeared to have shrunken about a third of it's size. Granted that it is still obstructing her airway- even the slightest bit of shrinkage will improve her capacity to breathe. Her airways past the hemngioma were still clear! From all the steroids and constant feedings, thrush was apparent on the back of her throat and vocal cords. With Nystatin, that will clear up in a few days. The Propanolol still needs to be given every 8 hours.

So, the Doc gave the clear that she could go home on the meds. I could have hugged the doctor.

---INSERT TEARS..AGAIN---

We took no time in expediting the nurses to complete her discharge papers. Within a few hours, she was able to go home. The simple joy of putting her in her car seat and exiting the hospital with her in my arms was shear delight.

Home... at last.

Christmas '09......

2009-12-27T20:45:00.008-06:00

This year, Christmas was different than ever before. With Maddy in the Pediatrics ICU, we debated with the idea of waiting to celebrate till she comes home. Plus, my mom and brother were leaving, on Christmas afternoon, to go to IDAHO to visit my Grandmother that is undergoing Chemotherapy treatments for Breast cancer.

We decided that we needed some "pick me ups" and happy moments, so we carried on. Santa stopped by our house around midnight on Christmas Eve and left several goodies for all the good little girls and boy in our house. My parents and brothers celebrated with us at our house. It was nice to have Christmas at our house for a change. However, it was still lacking. A void was left in our hearts, knowing that Maddy was not with us. I have never had a holiday were my family couldn't be together. It was heart breaking. We tried to keep our spirits high. We left her presents under the tree and plan to have Christmas Part 2 when she returns home.

After my family went their separate ways, Scott, Emily, and I went to the hospital to spend Christmas afternoon with Maddy. The PICU doesn't let siblings under the age 8 come in, so we decided to take turns with each child. Scott went to visit with Maddy while I wrangled Emily in the waiting room. A few minutes later, I turned around and saw the nurse with Scott holding Maddy, walking my direction. The nurse got special permission to unhook Maddy from the machines. I busted out into tears.

For a few moments on Christmas Day, we were able to be a family. TOGETHER. We haven't been all together for a week. I have never longed for my family more then at these crucial times. Yet, these few minutes were filled with complete JOY. I quickly forgot about the reasons why Emily was in time-out and every other thing that was going on that day and all the stresses of the holidays. At that simple little moment, all I could feel was love. Love for my family. Whether in the PICU, hooked up to machines, or struggling with several time-outs, I am so grateful that I have both of my daughters with me this Christmas. I am so grateful that my family truly is bonded TOGETHER. Now and for all eternity.

Once the evening was approaching- Scott and Emily headed up to Baton Rouge for the Roberts' Christmas Dinner and Gift Exchange. I was sad that I was not able to attend, however, I hear that it was great! Emily thoroughly enjoyed playing with her cousins, opening more presents, and making messes with the empty boxes. The dinner was an authentic Italian meal prepared by Mike Roberts- (thanks for sending the leftovers our direction!)

All in all- the glitz and glam of Christmas was kept to a minimum. We valued family more than ever. We truly have much to be grateful for this year... a healthy daughter included!

The Results...

2009-12-23T19:38:00.006-06:00

Maddy went into "surgery" Tuesday morning (Dec. 22nd). (Days and times are really a blur at this point, but that is one I remember!) They wheeled her in, wearing her little white hospital gown, and looking like an angel. Within 20 minutes, the ENT doctor came out with the results.

There is a subglottus hemngioma blocking her airway below her vocal cords. In lamin terms a hemngioma is basically like a blood blister, except it is full of veins. It can be apparent at birth and grown to massive sizes before it hits its latent stage. It was so large that it was blocking 90-95% of the airway. The doctor was shocked that it had grown so much from the last time he saw her in his office on the past Thursday. They used the scope and went almost into the lungs. Below the hemngioma was clear. Here are the pictures if you can decipher them.

pictures:

1: Trachea below the hemngioma. All clear.

2-4: The bulbus thing in the middle is the hemngioma in her airway. The small Small dark area at the top of the hemngioma is the remaining 5-10% of the airway that has been unblocked.

5: The first itinal shot before going down into the trachea. The bottom half of the picture is her tongue. The middle area is the gland area. The top of the picture is the opening hole for the trachea with the surrounding muscles (vocal cords).

Now- the options for treatment were:
1. Take a blood pressure medication, by mouth, to reduce the hemangioma. Now, this medication is a relatively new medical treatment that was only discovered about a year ago. Maddy would be his first infant patient to experiment with the medication.There are no now side effects nor is there any definite answer to how long it could take to shrink the hemangioma. She might have to be on the medication for years.
2. Laser remove the hemangioma. This would cause a ton of bleeding, possibly dripping into the lungs. Some side effects would be scare tissue that could damage her vocal cords/voice.
3. A Tracheotomy

So, we opted for option number one. Currently, they have moved her into the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit (PICU) for careful monitoring because of the size and dropping of blood pressure because of the medication. She will remain in the PICU until the 29th. On the 29th, she will go back into the operating room, under general anesthesia, for another scope. Then they will determine if the hemngioma is shrinking, or whatever. After they see how big it is, then they will determine how long she will need to stay in the PICU, or go to the regular Pediatric unit of the hospital, or be able to go home on the medication. We hope the latter.

We are praying that the medication will work. And work FAST. We can kinda tell that it is improving things. Her "strider" (aka loud snoring/congestion sounds) is decreasing. Maddy has two other hemngiomas on her skin that have not raised up yet. Those are now getting lighter in appearance and will hopefully shrink. (Come to find out- those were good indications that they were the possible cause of her breathing issues from the beginning.)

We have already consigned to the fact that our baby will be here in the hospital during Christmas- and probably New Years. But, we are trying to make the best of this awkward situation and are looking for all the positive blessings. After all- we are extremely thankful to still have our daughter here with us and not be planning a funeral this Christmas. With that in mind, everything doesn't look so bad! We can get through this!

One Sick Cookie....

2009-12-21T12:35:00.004-06:00

Our little Maddy girl has been under the weather for quite some time... maybe since birth.

When she was born, we noticed that her throat (at the junction of her collar bone) would cave in when she breathes. The nurses simply said, "Oh, she'll outgrow that." So we haven't been concerned, till now.

When she was about 1 1/2 months old, we starting noticing her cough changing to a deep Deep sounding cough. It sounded like a Croup cough, but only occurred once in a blue moon. She wasn't showing signs of fever, ill-temperament, or anything. So we haven't been worried.

At her 2 month check-up, I asked the doctor about her random deep cough. I also mentioned that should would make deep gurgling sounds periodically (kinda like the sound of snoring) when she was awake and asleep. The Doc listened to her lungs, said they were clear, and told me not to worry. "All babies make noises" and "she probably has a short trachea which causes you to hear a lot of vibration sounds" was what I was told. Okay... no need to worry.

Over the past month- her sounds became more frequent and eventually turned to breathing noisily constantly. I'd go places and people would say, "Oh, does she have a cold?" or "She sounds congested!" or "Oh, she is too cute. She's snoring!". Nope. Nope. and Nope. We tried putting her in a steamy bathroom. No improvement. We tried suctioning with the bulb and saline solution. No improvement. So maybe she does have a short trachea if nothing is helping?!?

Early last week her noises were getting even louder and more congested sounding. I called the doctor, not knowing if it was her trachea or a respiratory issue, and they said go straight to the ER. Well, we didn't feel it was that serious yet. So we did our research online and self-diagnosed her as having laryngomalacia. Basically it is were the epiglottis flap covering her voice box is too large for her little body. There is nothing you can do for it. Babies simply just grow into it. Okay- we can handle that. She'll be a little noisy till about age one- but nothing was seriously wrong. Phew!

Well- by Thursday, December 17th I couldn't stand the worrying any longer. I tried not too. But I couldn't help but feeling that something is wrong. She had started wheezing and sounding very abnormal. Her primary care doctor/ pediatrician confirmed our research and said she most probably has laryngomalacia. She was about 80% sure that her lungs were clear. Since she didn't feel 100% sure, she sent me to the ENT at the hospital that same day.

The ENT gave her noise drops and stuck a scope down her nose to investigate. Through the pictures, it appeared to him that her epiglottis was not flappy enough to have the classic symptoms of Laryngomalacia. Her voice box was relatively small. And he believed that she might have a cyst or vascular anomalies behind her voice box, further down her throat. He urged me to schedule a larygnoscopy/brochioscopy for Tuesday, Dec. 22nd. That surgery involves a general anesthesia and a larger scope going down her windpipe to her lungs, in search of anything that might be causing her to wheeze, throat to cave it, and abnormal breathing noises.

I came home that day bawling! Talk about a whirlwind of emotions in one day! I went from thinking my daughter is okay and needs to outgrown a birth defect, to the doctors have no idea what's wrong with my daughter, to my daughter has to have surgery, to is she really going to survive surgery with being so little under general anesthesia. After serious prayer and blessings, we felt this was the right thing for Maddy. We talked to a doctor in our ward and he urged the surgery for her benefit. We were told that the risks of not doing anything about her condition might lead to her death. So if this is the best option- we'll take it. We also got a great referral about the ENT that will be performing the surgery. So we hope all goes well.

However, Friday night (Dec. 18th) I noticed mild chest retractions when she would breath. (Retractions are when the chest sinks back into her chest cavity). The ENT on call for the night left the decision to go to the ER up to us. Maddy quickly calmed down and went to sleep for the night. All night, I couldn't help worrying about her. I dreaded the idea that she could stop breathing in the middle night and I would have no clue what was happening due to my sleep deprived state.

Saturday morning came with relief. She sounded slightly better and the chest retractions subsided...... till nightfall. By 8 o'clock we noticed the retractions occurring more frequently and severely. A steam shower didn't help her breathing nor tilting her head backwards. She was having trouble catching her breath when she would feed, her nostrils would flare, and her breathing noises/wheezing were magnified. I called the ENT again and he could hear her in the background. He urged us to go to the ER immediately, the closest hospital if possible- take an ambulance if needed. We believed that she would need breathing treatments and an antibiotic. Simple right?......

We felt the inevitable. We knew she wouldn't be able to make it till her surgery on Tuesday to go to the hospital or to find out what was wrong. I couldn't take another minute worrying if my baby was going to make it. We quickly grabbed what we need, dragged Emily out of bed, and went to the hospital at 10 o'clock at night. My mom picked up Emily for us, and we were seen right away by the nurses and hospital staff. Over the course of the next 4-5 hours they attempted 5 times to start an IV. They finally got it on the sixth try. She had several chest xrays done and blood lab work taken. A breathing treatment of albuteral was administered, but did not work. The hospital we originally went to did not have a Peds unit or doctor on call.

By 2:30am Maddy and I took the ambulance to another main campus hospital that was better equipped for her needs. The Pediatric team immediately hooked her up to breathing treatments to subside her sever chest retractions. It was apparent by looks and sounds that she was struggling , big time, to breathe. By 3:30 am- we were able to ease our worries some and know that she was in good hands. Her chest retractions subsided and we were able to sleep a couple of hours that night.

It's now Monday, Dec. 21st. We haven't left the hospital and there is not much hope of that yet. The doctors have continued the breathing treatments every six hours with decadion steroids, as well as through her IV. Her vitals are checked every 4 hours. Thankfully her oxygen levels and heart rate are normal. Over the past couple of days, her breathing noises, congestion, and wheezing have lessened. She has tested negative for RSV. However her white blood count is very high and her little body is fighting off some type of viral infection on top of her unknown birth defect, for a lack of better words. They advise keeping and monitoring her till her surgery tomorrow.

So now, we wait.

We wait for healing.... we wait for answers..... we wait for results...... we wait for miracles.....

A blessing....

2009-12-16T16:32:00.006-06:00

.....A Blessing..... A Baby...... A Baby Blessing....

Wednesday, November 24th, 2009 7:30pm

Since family was gathering in Baton Rouge for the Thanksgiving holiday, we decided that was also the perfect time for a baby blessing. We tossed the idea around of either having her Blessing on Sunday (with no family around) or having to get special permission and have it at home WITH family. We chose the later option.

The night before Thanksgiving, we dressed in our Sunday best and gathered at the home of Scott's Grandparents (Sam and Barbara Roberts). We had a wonderful spiritual talk by Scott's Dad and then the blessing performed by Scott. Scott, his dad, and three of his brothers were in the circle.

We are blessed to have such a wonderful, sweet, calm baby in our home. She truly is precious to us and the Lord.

---THE DRESS---

An heirloom. This dress was given to my mother and was told that my great-grandmother made it. However, the "Handmade in the Philippians" makes me think otherwise since my great-grandmother was pure Italian. And in my research, I believe it to be a Feltman Brothers 1930's Heirloom White Batiste Dress with Pintucks and Embroidery.

This was the christening dress that my father was blessed in (back in the days when boys still wore dresses as well). The dress was passed on to me when I was born. Needless to say, I wore the dress when I was little. This is the same dress Emily wore for her blessing. NOW it is the same dress that Madison wore on her special blessing day as well.

Three Generations. Four Blessings. One Dress. Priceless.

Meeting Santa....

2009-12-12T20:56:00.000-06:00

at the Ward Christmas party.

Announcing.......

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6 weeks and 2 days...

2009-11-11T09:05:00.006-06:00

Sometimes when I talk to other moms and ask them when their children began sleeping through the night, I often got the reply- "Oh they still don't" or "They were about 5-6 months." My jaw would drop and I would silently pray and hope that would not be our situation. Remembering back when Emily was a baby, I could vividly recall the sleepless and tearful nights and mornings. For me- that was one of the hardest parts of having a baby. Then when she started sleeping through the night at the same age- Life got a whole lot better! Motherhood was more enjoyable. I was kinder and not so crabby. So hence- we all benefited from a goods night sleep.

With the joy of expecting another baby, came the recollection of the sleepless nights, tearful mornings, crabby moods, ect... I was not excited about that part. In fact- I dreaded it and constantly worried about it.

I have quickly learned that you can't compare two different kinds of kids. Madison and Emily were very different at birth and continue to be unique in their own ways. The sleeping category is no different. Madison has been an excellent sleeper since she was born. It took us weeks to really see her eyes open. She would sleep all the time. During her feedings, she would stir and feed with her eyes closed then drift back off to sleep. She finally started to get the routine of feeding every three hours and longer stretches at night. Then the night came when she took a 7 1/2 hour stretch between feedings. I woke up at 4:40am thinking that I missed the feeding. However, she was still snuggled in tight in her carseat, wasted away in Dreamland, and fast asleep. I rolled over and tried to go back to sleep. I woke up at 7am thinking that night was just a fluke. But it has happened since and she continues to sleep through the night.

ALL of us are excited about her sleeping through the night!!! I don't necessarily notice SUCH a drastic change in life now that she is sleeping through the night. Life is enjoyable and hopefully I am not so crabby. But it is nice and I wouldn't want to go back to the 9, 12, 3, and 6am feedings.

A "Ruff". A "Meow". A "Boo". & "Who are you?"

2009-11-04T16:17:00.005-06:00

Halloween '09 started on Monday, Oct. with FHE. We snacked on chocolate chip pumpkin cookies and carved pumpkins. Before the night was over, we enjoyed the glow from a pot of gold, candy corn, and a happy face. On the 31st. we headed to the church for the annual Trunk or Treat festivities. My goal of having coordinating costumes didn't exactly pan out this year. We had an adorable puppy dog, a friendly kitty cat, and a prophet Samuel before the night was over. Emily quickly caught on that the evening was filled with friends, food, and tons and tons of candy. After Trunk or Treat, we walked across the street and Trick or Treated in the neighborhood. Our kitty cat was super excited to get candy. Before long, she became tired and wanted to be held between each house. However, she still had enough energy to say, "Let's go to another house and get candy!" She became addicted to Trick or Treating just like we have become addicted to the insane amounts of candy intake. Pumpkins, family, fun, Trick or Treating, and eating lots of candy... that's what Halloween is all about!

Pumpkin Pickin' Season...

2009-10-29T20:08:00.006-05:00

It's a great time of year! The leaves on the trees turn vibrate shades of orange and red. The weather turns crisp and cool. Long sleeves and light jackets are all the fashion.....

oh wait.... I live in Louisiana.

The trees are still green as ever. Our pecans have not even dropped yet. We would bake in long sleeves and jackets. Plus- we are still waiting for the Fall weather to arrive. We were teased with a "cool" front last weekend and figured we better enjoy it and at least pretend it is Fall in the Big Easy. I had been dying to go to a pumpkin patch, so then was the perfect opportunity.

Now- pumpkin patches are ranked on different levels here in LA. The first kind of pumpkin patch is going to the local Walmart and selecting a pumpkin from the heap found between the fresh produce and the deli isle.

The second kind of pumpkin patch, here in LA, is found at the local catholic church. They block off a section of the grass, load up with pumpkins, stick some scarecrows in the background and call it good.

The third kind of pumpkin patch is found by traveling hours away to a remote farm. People load up on a hay filled wagon and are driven to the rows of pumpkins growing on the vine. Kids select their pumpkin and the farmer chops the fruit fresh off the vine. Then you proceed to go home and wash it yourself.

I have yet to find the picture perfect pumpkin patch. Hence why we took pictures at the local grocery store last year. So this year we thought we try the second option and head to St. Augustine's Catholic Church.

Sure enough, what did we find....

Rows and rows of pumpkins laid out on the grass.

Scarecrows and hay for pictures and decorations.

A pumpkin decorating station filled with pom poms, glitter and stickers. A toddlers' dream come true!

And entertainment such as bean bag toss, face painting, bone digging, costumes contests, and a Reverend dancing to the Monster Mash.

Happy Pumpkin Pickin' Season!

Hip Hip Horray! .....

2009-10-25T08:01:00.006-05:00

Emily is "potty-trained" (as of several months ago.... I'm just slow on posting about it)! "Potty-trained" as in the aspect that she wears big girl panties during the day and diapers for naps and nighttime. Yeah for my big girl!!!!

This has been a works in progress for quite sometime now.
18 Months:
-Went COLD TURKEY. Too excited for Elmo panties. Had a little girl running around the house in her skivvies for a week. A handful of accidents. Manageable. She got the hang of it.She felt more comfortable during her big change, if she sat on the toilet and held all her most precious items (ie: blanket, baby doll, ect. In order for her to stay on the toilet long enough to go, we tried techniques like painting toe nails and reading books. I guess for her, potty training was quite an entertaining process.

About a month later:
- Mom decided to get "Fairy panties" (aka Pull Ups) to wear while out in public instead of making so many trips to the bathroom for FUN! Threatened her with her life that she should treat her "Fairy panties" just like her big girl undies. It didn't work. They are too much like a diaper. She digressed. We were sent back to square one.

Several months later:
- Bribery... it works only for a short while. We had the stickers, charts, candy jars. We would even give her coins to put in her piggy bank and "save for coll-yedge" if she told us she had to go. It was all temporary and worked for a short while.

Summer Vacation across the States:
-She goes back into the diapers for Airplane rides, super long car rides, naps, bedtime, and just about any other place her parents didn't want to clean up messes.
She digresses back to square one. Go figure.

First day home after Summer vacation:
- Emily was excited for big girl panties. She now thinks diapers are only for babies and bedtime/naps. she no longer uses "fairy panties".

Finally is potty-trained!!!! Hallelujah!

Go Emily!!!

One Month Today....

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Where does the time go? I swear babies grow as fast as weeds. Oh how I am so excited and ready for her to be old enough to sleep through the entire night. Except, that means she'll get bigger and older. However- I already miss my little newborn- wrinkles and pinkness and all!

From here on out....

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She's all smiles!

Two Little Monkeys....

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Two little Monkeys on the bed. Lately this is how they are found. One is asleep, all bundled up and warm. You don't want to disturb her. Can't help but steal kisses from her chubby cheeks when I pass by. The other- jumping or hiding in the covers because she wants to be "comfy and cozy". Traits that she has inherited from BOTH her parents.

A little love'n from a big sis to a little sis...

Typical occurances.

Memorable moments!

Me and My Girl (s)....

2009-10-06T15:39:00.006-05:00

Life has definitely been interesting the past two weeks. For me- recovery is going well and quicker than expected. I had Madison on a Thursday and came home Friday feeling like I hadn't missed a beat! I felt great. I haven't needed to have too much medications to recover and it has been a blessing to have Scott's mom stay with us from Saturday to Wednesday. Since last Thursday- we have been adjusting to our new "normal" life. It's a slow one. But it's so nice to feel try and get back to a routine. Nursing is still an adjustment. Given time- that too will get "normal". I'd like to think that the postpartum process has been easier this go round. I am not sure if it's really the case, or the fact that I am better equipped with what to expect. As long as I can get a little nap during the day, and go to bed early- we are all happy campers.

Emily is adjusting TERRIFICALLY to having a new sister. I was super worried about her needs since I was not able to devote so much of my time to her at first. However- she has LOVED spending quality time with Granny and Grandpa and Scott. And now that it is just me and the girls at home during the day- we work on lots of "Mommy and Emily time". Though, we have noticed that her maturity level has bumped up a notch since we have been home. She loves her little sister. For the past couple of days she has said, "Madison is my best friend!". Those simple words bring joy to a mother's heart! Emily is very eager to be a big helper and watch anytime we take care of Madison. She helps to pick out her outfits and insists that Madison Really wants things... like Goldfish crackers in her bed while she sleeps, a ton of blankets placed on her, and stickers on her feet, and pacifiers while she is sleeping. Emily is also very excited for the day that Madison can sleep in her crib and share the room with her.

Madison, on the other hand, hasn't changed too much since we have left the hospital. She is as perfect as can be. She is an AMAZING sleeper! She usually sleeps through anything... feedings included. It took us several days to be able to see what her eye color was because she always has them closed! For days- putting cold water on her or ice cubes still wouldn't wake her. But now that it is almost two weeks since she has been home, we are only starting to see some signs of life. I don't have to pry her at feedings and nursing is improving slowly. She sleeps 3 to 4 hour stretches at night, which is a Blessing!! She did suffer from some very mild jaundice that is healing. (Probably influencing SOME sleepiness.)

And lastly- my dear husband... has been busier than ever. Clinic, rotations, patients, tests, lectures, projects, and his calling has had him bogged down and strapped for time this past couple of weeks. Hopefully within the next month- his load will get easier and we will see him home more frequently and less stressed.

In the meantime- my days at home with me and my girls consist of painting our nails, feedings, preschool, feedings, house cleaning, feedings, lots of Disney movies, feedings, naps, feedings, and lots of kisses and hugs!

{ A Baby Story } : Madison Jane Roberts

2009-09-28T15:30:00.009-05:00

September 24th started off like any other "normal" day. Okay- we tried to make it as normal for Emily as possible. Every book that I read her, every activity we did- I cried and tried my hardest not to make it known to Emily. I love that little girl so much and just knew that from that day on, Change was going to take place. I prayed constantly throughout the day that our little family would be able to adjust to the change that was inevitably going to take place that night. We did all our daily late night family routines: dinner, baths, scriptures, prayers. Then we headed to Nana's house to put our littlest one to sleep. Scott and I headed to the hospital for 11pm.

We both we kinda dreading the night. I knew that the night was filled with pain, needles, and uncomfortable-ness. Scott was afraid of trying to get some sleep in a hospital when he was already so tired. By 12 am I was finally hooked up to an IV. The nurse said I was dilated to barely a 2. That was quite depressing and almost strange. (Hmm... At my last appointment with the Dr. she said I was at a 2cm almost 3cm.) I was given Certotec to speed up the effacement process which lasted till 4:30 am. After the nurse thought I was effaced to a 70-80%, I was ready for the pitocin. She said that I had dilated to a 2 1/2 cm. I tried my hardest to sleep. Yeah right! I got an epidural at 6:45 am. I jumped during the administration of the local anesthesia. So the rest of the morning I spent worrying that I was going to have side effects after the delivery.

A new nurse came on shift at 8 am and said that I was barely dilated to a 3 and hardly effaced at all. (What in the heck! Did the 4 1/2 hours of Certotec and 3 1/2 hours of pitocin not work?) At this point we were getting frustrated by the conflicting stats and I was getting worried that I might have to get a C-Section because my body wasn't responding fast enough. Given time- and these worries were quickly addressed. The nurse ordered my doctor to come in and hurry the process by breaking my water around 8 :30 am. The nurse thought I was still dilated to a 3 but the doctor thought I was at a 4cm. (Yet once again- I'm lost on who to believe and wondering how long is this process really going to take. I'd prefer NOT be in labor for days on end!)

Hungry- Scott left with my mom and Emily to get some breakfast around 9 am. My family all came back to the delivery room around 10:30 am. As we were sitting there talking, I felt slight pressure from the contractions but no real pain. At 11am I felt rectal pressure and didn't think much of it until the nurse said that I had fully dilated to 10 cm and effaced to 100%. She helped me with three "practice" pushes and had to make me stop because she could already see the baby's hair. Within 20 minutes, the doctor was there, the room was set up for delivery, and I was told to push. Three pushes and eight minutes later- We had ourselves and little baby girl!

8 lbs 4 oz

20 1/2 inches
head 13 1/2 inches round

APGAR score: 9/9

A true BIRTHday wouldn't be complete without some BIRTHday cake! That evening Scott and Emily made a cherry chocolate cake for baby Madie. My parents and brothers came to the hospital to celebrate our newest little bundle of joy.

By the morning of the 25th, we were all anxious for Madison and myself to come home and begin our new life in the real world. Madison was doing better with her breastfeeding; and I managed to escape any hemorrhaging, tearing, or an episiotomy. Thank heavens. The hospital usually has their patients stay for 48-72 hours after delivery- but we managed to get out of there by 28 hours. Since everything with the baby and myself was good- so there was no reason to stay. The drive home was invigorating- knowing that our little family was all together.

Our gift...

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from above.

Welcoming....

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Little Miss

Madison Jane Roberts

into the world

at 11:28 am

8 lbs. 4 oz.

20 1/2 inches long

on September 24th, 2009

Practically Perfect in Every Way.

We're all smitten. (These were taken the hour she was born. More pics comin' soon!)

When three becomes four.....

2009-09-23T08:13:00.005-05:00

TONIGHT!

Tonight:

- I'm being induced at 11pm. (What hospital, in their right mind, makes people have baby's in middle of the night ... oh wait. MINE! ) It'll be the last night that I have to worry about all the "What if's" in this pregnancy.

Tonight:
-Is the last night I can not feel guilty with eating dessert and having "pregnancy" cover-up my weight gain. Oh sad.

Tonight:

- Is the last night I will be able to tuck my "baby" into bed, knowing that in the early morning hours she will no longer be an only child. As exciting as it is, this idea breaks my heart at the same time.

Tonight:

- I'll finally be able to hold a precious little angel in my arms. We've hoped. We've waited. We've prepared. It's now really going to happen! I'm no longer going to be a mother of one, but of two beatiful little girls. I am blessed beyond measure!

Tonight our little world is going to change. It will truly be a night when a family of three, blossoms into a family of four.

Labor Day '09....

2009-09-22T16:39:00.000-05:00

We celebrated Labor Day weekend on Saturday in Baton Rouge, LA with family. We met up with Mike and Ingrid and their family at Grandma and Grandad's house for breakfast. Headed out to LSU campus to visit Mike the Tiger and go to the Tiger Mania paraphernalia store. (Both "MUST STOP!" places on game day for two HUGE LSU tiger family fans!)

The we drove to St. Francisville to have a hot and wet pool party at Aunt Beverly's. Top off any and every family gathering with a yummy BBQ meal and you have a party!

Granddad, Gerald, David, Aimee, Scott, Cookie, Mike, Belinda, Aunt Charlotte, Kurt, Grandmother, Julianna, Beverly, Tommy, and Ashley

Happy Birthday to Ingrid

Diving board contests

A natural swimmer- Andrew Roberts

We drove back to Baton Rouge in a huge rain storm just in time to watch the LSU vs Washington game. End the day with an LSU Victory and an hour drive back to New Orleans. Church and Naps on Sunday. More BBQ, photo shoots, naps, and hanging with the Garcia's on Labor day. Who said Labor Day was a day for labor and hard work?? ha.

{ Call me Crazy. Or nesting... one of the two. }

2009-09-21T14:41:00.002-05:00

Nesting normally happens at the end of pregnancy. However- it came around the beginning of my second trimester. I would lay in bed at night, awake for hours, thinking of everything that I wanted to make and projects I wanted finished before this baby comes. I stressed myself into thinking that the second trimester was the "best" time to get EVERYTHING done!
The third trimester- I'd be too tired.
Then the baby would come. My spare time would cease to ever exist.
Then the Halloween and Christmas would be around the corner and I didn't want to be swamped with working on projects in a sleep deprived state.

I had two pages of craft projects to complete alone. I needed to get crackin'. So if you call "nesting" planning Christmas in May- then I was in full fledge. Scott just called me crazy. Take your pick.

So here is SOME of what I've been up to....
* I got all my -simple- cards hand made. Christmas. Thank-you's. Baby showers. Birthdays.... DONE!

*Emily's Preschool Calendar. ( Loved the idea from this lady. Improvised with a $1 calendar from Michaels. Now we practice our days, months, dates, and weather. She loves it. Hopefully this will help with her daily curiosity of which day it is.)
* Grocery Helper. (Bummed the idea from someone else's blog. It's a simple list of items we normally get at the store and their picture. Emily stays entertained during the shopping and places a sticker on the items once they go into the cart. I get the shopping done. We're both happy campers.)

* Laminated flash cards on "O" rings. (Great to travel with. Keeps all the cards together instead of scattered around the house. Laminated for future use. Educational. Love it! )

* Christmas Table Runner.... all I can say is that it is FINALLY finished. It only took two years to complete. Phew.

*Baby#2 definitely needed a Christmas stocking to match the rest of the family.... oh, a Halloween bag to match her big sister.

* A nursing cover- a "must have"!

* FHE song bag. (A dress later refurbished into a bag. Filled with pictures and concrete items with songs labeled to them. Used every FHE to involve Emily. Every week she is in charge of "picking" the song. FHE would not be the same without her involvement and excitement to sing. This way ensures that we sing more songs than "Jesus Wants me for a Sunbeam" every week.)

* THE RED Chair. (Oh the red chair. Another 18 month project to complete. All I can say is "i'm NEVER reupholstering anything AGAIN!")

Before

After

* And here is a preview of part of a Christmas present to the adorable toddler girl in my life. I hope she loves it as much as I do!

Go Cougars! ....

2009-09-20T16:41:00.014-05:00

Sept. 12th. Game Day. BYU (54) vs Tulane (3)
Anticipated arrival of our daughter- No such luck. Went and had fun anyway!

Tailgating party at Uptown Chapel, New Orleans. 11-2pm.

With a mixture of BYU coming to play, cheap tickets sitting by ward members on the 50 yrd line, and Emily experiencing Cosmo, football, cheerleaders, and facepainting for the first time- we had to join the fun. Emily was excited to see Cosmo- from afar. She kept her eye out for him every touchtown and was a cheerful fan full of excitement. It was so much fun being near friends, and hearing your daughter root for "Go Tigers!". (Once a Tiger, always a tiger I guess!)

Before it's too late...

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36 weeks. Courtesy of Ashley Garcia. Mucho Gracias!

Getting Ready....

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Excuse the really poor quality picture. However, this IS the best seat in the house! The future Baby #2's carseat has been the home to Monkey, baby Sally, and Emily. She'll wake up in the morning and drag the carseat into my room. So nine times out of ten- the carseat is already occuppied. So is the baby's bassinet with yet another baby Sally, her blanket, and baby toys. Emily has also discovered the "joys" of changing her baby on the changing table, putting them to sleep into Baby #2's bed, and putting Baby #2's clothes on her dolls, putting her stuffed animals in Time Out, and making sure Baby #2's bottles are all washed and cleaned.

I think she is ready for a little sister. It has been so much fun watching her practicing/ pretending to be a little mommy!

Hopefully SOON!.....

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(I know it's late- but here is a 33 week shot. The maternity pics at 36 1/2 weeks are in the "works" and comin' soon.)

to no longer have pregnancy pains when I roll over at night (HALLELUJAH!).....

to see my toes without bending over....

to not view a popped out turkey thermometer when I look at my belly button...

to actually use the baby furniture that is taking up space in my bedroom....

to see Emily hug and love her little sister, that she already adores...

to be able to fit into non-maternity clothes...

and most importantly:

to have a healthy baby in our arms...

I went to my 36 week apt. today (even though I am one day shy of 37 weeks). I was pleasantly surprised when they wanted to do another routine ultrasound. Yippee! Except I was sad that Scott wasn't with me. Here's the latest update:

*She weighs 6 lbs 11 oz. thus far

*She has chubby cheeks

*She has a little cleft/butt chin

*She has a full head of hair (in both front and back)

*She has a round face

*I am carrying very low, she is in position

* Due to the ultrasound- the expected date of arrival is 9.28.09 even though they technically didn't change the date.

* I can be induced in two weeks if she doesn't come sooner

*I've started the dilation process and am almost to a 1. (Because of the pain- I was hoping more than that-)

So I was told that she can now officially and safely come any day now. Hopefully sooner rather than later!!! My bags are packed. The "nursery" is set up. I am physically ready. I've taken maternity pictures. We've registered at the hospital. There are meals pre-made in our freezer. We are all SUPER excited. Although one problem- WE NEED A NAME!!!!

Any suggestions?

One Year Older and Wiser too....

2009-09-09T16:53:00.000-05:00

Happy Birthday........ TO US!

(The Famous BDay cards from Grandpa Burton- It wouldn't be our birthday without one!)

Yep- We share the same birthday! That is a bitter-sweet thing in and of itself. I mean- when you want breakfast in bed, it's hard to get that when it's the other person's birthday too! The sweet aspect is that we get to spend the entire day doing things that we both love to do.

This year we headed up to Baton Rouge on the night of August 14th. We made a pit stop at our FAVORITE snowball stand. (1/3 Raspberry with 2/3 Wedding Cake flavor with sweetened condensed milk on top.... talk about a sinful diabetic comma!)

We then ate a delicious meal at the BR Country Club (which is alone a treat) and visited with family {aka- Grandmother/Granddad, Mike/Ingrid & Juliana, Ashley, Tommy,and Andrew, and Scott's Aunt Charlotte). We had cake and ice cream. At 12am on the dot- Ingrid, Juliana, and Mike serenaded happy birthday to us before we headed home to New Orleans. Thanks family! We felt the love! (Photo courtesy of Ingrid Roberts)

Now the plans for the "big day" were to spend the day away on my parent's boat riding, skiing, tubing, lounging, tanning, and soaking up the sun. Those plans slowly faded as the day progressed, the sun hid itself, and windy clouds rolled through. Bummer. The waters were too rough to play in, let alone an 8 month pregnant woman bouncing in a boat didn't sound like a good idea. We ended up lounging around the Porrazzo home front waiting for the weather to pass and hoping for a fun experience. So the fun experience ended up being playing way too much Wii and stuffing ourselves with a yummy BBQ. We settled on a rain check for the boat ride and topped off the day with an OH SO GOOD chocolate doberge cake and ice cream.

So being with family and eating lots of good food- all needed ingredients for a good birthday. ps- pics of the boat ride coming soon!

I Belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints....

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and so does Miss Julianna Roberts of Crestview, FL. Congratulations!! After school on July 31st, we headed back to FL to spend the weekend with family. We just love that family is "close by" and we can see each other often, especially for special occassions and holidays!! This indeed was a special occassion. We believe baptism by immersion at the age of accountablity (8). Saturday morning, Aug. 1st was baptism. Afterwards, we spent the afternoon visiting with the Roberts family, Scherer family, and friends of Mike and Ingrid's ward. That evening, we headed to where else?..... The Beach! A big thanks goes to the FL Roberts and their southern charm and hospitality.

Summer '09... (Seattle, WA Part IV)

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Okay- this is the last SUMMER 'O9 vacation post.... phew......

July 12th, 2009

After the sealing of Philip and Jenepher and church the next day, we drove back to Lynnwood,WA and took the scenic tour. We attempted to get a better view of Mt. St. Helens and Mt. Rainier... but our attempts were futile on a cloudy day. We had to pacify with the beautiful scenery of the Teton Dam on a windy WINDY Sunday.

July 13th, 2009

{ ORGANIC FARM- RASPBERRY PICKING }

For something different to do in the cool weather- we all agreed to go raspberry pickin' (Susan, Dakota, Seth, Devony, Scott, Aimee, Emily, Clayton, Mike, Ingrid, Julianna, Ashley, Tommy, and Andrew). Eating fresh produce off the vine is a one of a kind experience. The owners allowed us to eat all the raspberries our tummies could handle while we picked fruit. We definitely took him up on his offer! (Which we would later regret eating so many!)

{ REPTILE ZOO }

Scott and I had our doubts going into a "reptile zoo" in the middle of nowhere WA after the raspberry picking, especially since we have a great zoo and aquarium in LA. But we were pleasantly surprised . Emily and Scott couldn't pass up the opportunity to hold the snakes and alligators.

Clayton Roberts
July 14th, 2009

**We FINALLY flew home. Our month and a half long summer vacation had finally come to an end when we had to board our flights back to New Orleans on a mid-night flight. The trip home was more "eventful". After 20 minutes of being in the air- the ginormous amounts of ORGANIC raspberries found their way back into the laps of Emily and myself. The poor little girl was sick the entire time. So flying with a sick tummy is not the way to go. Needless to say, we were ready to be back at home, clean, and sleep in our beds that night. It's been a super fun long adventure that we wouldn't trade our memories for anything. However, there is no place like HOME!

Summer '09...... (Richland, WA)

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haha... I better kick it into high gear. Being "behind on the blog" is starting to become the new trend. I'm learning to forget the photo editing, save time, and hence swallow my pride in order to get it done.... **** Watch out photo overload!!******

July 10, 2009

{ Cousin's Birthday Pool Party }
After we had a luncheon with the entire bride/groom's families, we all gathered at our hotel for a pool party for three of the niece's/nephew. Afterwards we quickly got ready for the Groom's dinner that night. (photos courtesy Ingrid Roberts)
Belly shot of the three pregnant Roberts' sister-in-laws. (Ingrid Due Dec. 2nd, Sharleen and Aimee Due Oct.2nd)

The birthday kids: Julianna (8), Ashley (6), and Dakota (11)

July 11, 2009

{ THE TEMPLE SEALING }
"Marr-wage is what brings us to-ge-her today." ... And has been the sole reason for traveling to WA in the first place. Well- the "side" trip to Canada was purely pleasure. MARRIAGE- The blessed event of Scott's youngest brother, Prince Philip, to his lovely Princess- Jenepher. Oh Happy HOT day!

Scott's 10 siblings, parents, and most spouses. (Photo via: Ingrid Roberts)

The Roberts' side of the family that was in attendance (2 parents, 10 siblings & most spouses, and four grandchildren shy of making everyone complete.)

The brides side of the family.

Columbia River Temple

The happy couple

Daniel/Han Roberts with Elden, Heiu, and Khai

Scott's grandparents

Ingrid and Mike Roberts

Dan Trythall, Dad Roberts, Amy and Ryan Trythall

Two of the three prego ladies. It's okay- I've come to grips that I am bigger.

Attempts at a family photo. Our darling daughter really was happy. This is one of her many "Say Cheese for the camera" poses... something we ought to work on! Warren/Sharleen and Issac Roberts

{ THE RECEPTION }

The wedding reception was held in a quant little rose garden/park at sunset. However, the heat (109 degrees) managed to stay till about dark. So it was a pretty, fun, hot location! The food was refreshing, company was great, and the married couple happily in love. (I didn't capture a picture of it, but my girly daughter found her cool refreshment by playing with the ice in coolers. It wasn't long before she knew that she could swipe the backside of the cakes with her fingers before anyone would notice ... lovely.)

Groom and mother

Groom's parents... my in-laws

It was so hot the cakes were melting... But it was THE BEST grooms cake I have ever had!!!

Summer '09...... ( Vancouver, CANADA Part II )

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Thursday, July 9th, 2009

{ China Town }

After a delicious breakfast of traditional Pannekoeken (pancakes/crepes) at De Dutch, we headed to China Town for some "authentic" Vietnamese fruit. Aside from Daniel/Han & family excitement, Scott had a super hard time from not barfing the entire time we walked around. We definitely saw some interesting things : geckos on sticks, dried/raw fish markets, dried/eatable insects and sea creatures, and various fruits.... It was an interesting culture experience.

{ Stanley Park }

Children's Farmyard

Train

Vancouver Aquarium

Petting a sea anemone

The main attraction: A baby beluga whale was born a couple of months ago.

Summer '09...... (Vancouver, Canada)

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Yep, that's right! Our summer plans even crossed the border!

Wednesday, July 8th, 2009

{ CAPILANO SUSPENSION BRIDGE }

* 230 Feet above the Capilano River * 450 Feet across * Walking across a shaky bridge * Cedar/ Evergreen forest below * Totem Park * Carving demonstrations * TreeTop Adventure * A two year old not afraid of heights- but of owls *

The Roberts Report

{ How it All Went Down... no pun intended }

Sending our Christmas Love ~ 2011 ~

Out-takes

{ Holiday Baking Begins! }

{ Prima Ballerina }

How it all went down... (sorry it's a long one!)

A Beautiful Mess...

{ A Doctorate of Dental Surgeries }

{ "Just Keep Swimming.. Just Keep Swimming" }

{ A Change of Scenery }

{ Jesus is my Saviour and Redeemer }

{ Something Something ANNUAL Roberts Crawfish Boil }

{ Strapped for Cash }

{ A Lullaby }

{ V Heart Smooch Love Day }

[ He LoVeS me! ]

{ Over Gumdrop Mountain and through Lollipop Woods }

{ Madison's Milestones }

{ Four Years old and wiser too! }

Mushy Moment..

{ Jesus Wants me for a SOME-BEAN }

{ Merry Christmas and Happy New Year }

Drink of the season....

Out of the mouth of babes {EMILY STYLE} ...

Monkeys in the tree....

I'm NOT READY! ...

To Sharleen:

'Tis the Season for...

{ Happy 1st Birthday Little Bear }

August Recap...

Maddy's Laryngoscopy #5 -- 8.20.10 --

Ya know when your baby is growing up when she...

"Teddies"....

Nine Months {Young} .....

Fourth of July Weekend....

Just in case you thought we weren't alive...

Families are Forever....

{ Mother's Day 2010 }

{ Some Things You Just Don't Want to Forget }

Dear Blog,

{ Strawberry Pickin'..... }

to grandmother's house we go

Quilts for Kids...

PROOF...

Madison 6 months and counting...

Maddy's Larynogoscopy #4....

Maddy's Larynoscopy #3......

LOOK...

~~ SquAsH ~~

A weekend getaway...

{ Laissez Les Bon Ton Roulet }

4 months old...

3 years old...

3rd Time's the Charm....

[ STOP me in my tracks ]

3 Months Young...

The Aftermath...

The Follow-up.....

Christmas '09......

The Results...

One Sick Cookie....

A blessing....

Meeting Santa....

Announcing.......

6 weeks and 2 days...

A "Ruff". A "Meow". A "Boo". & "Who are you?"

Pumpkin Pickin' Season...

Hip Hip Horray! .....

One Month Today....

From here on out....

Two Little Monkeys....

Me and My Girl (s)....

{ A Baby Story } : Madison Jane Roberts

Our gift...

Welcoming....

When three becomes four.....

Labor Day '09....

{ Call me Crazy. Or nesting... one of the two. }

Go Cougars! ....

SquAsH